Wew

Haha saya sangat terharu dengan kata kata teman sekelas saya ini
(berhubung disini gue lagi menjabat sebagai sekretaris jadi formal mode on)

 

Kwek kwek, narsis dikit gapapa yaaa

Syenit Shinoda

LOL ABIS

 Dari kemaren gue bawa kamera bokap.
Buat Video Klip!
Dan YOU KNOW WHAT?
Gue syoking gara gara pas di videonya di play gada suaranya.
Gue kira emang gada.
TAUNYAA..
Pas tadi gue masukin ke laptop, dan play di winamp..
ADA SUARANYA !!
HAHA PERFECT!
Besok bawa lagi buat lanjutin tugas :)

Syenit Shinoda

plulululup

DEMI SEMUA YANG ADA DI DUNIA INI.
GUE NYESEL BANGET BANGET BANGET!
HAHAHA (jeleek gila tampang gue sekarang)

Syenit Shinoda

Tuh kan!

Like i said before.
Gue sama Nathan emang ga pernah akur.
Tadi gue sedang complicated, iseng aja marah marah ke diri sendiri di sms terus di kirim ke dia (abis bingung mau kirim ke siapa, kalo ke Elf, entar malah bikin dia tambah pusing)
Eh, dia balesnya becanda, semacam logat personal gitu (soalnya dia pernah sms dengan kata kata yang sama sebelumnya)
Akhirnya ga gue bales lagi, males banget nanggepinnya --"
Dan dia sms gue lagi gini..
"Heh cengeng! kenapa lagi lu?"
SIAPA YANG CENGENG HAH?

And in the same time.
Elf ku bilang, kalo dia seneng bikin gue cengeng -_-
astagaaaaa hahaa

Syenit Shinoda

At Seventeen

Sebenernya ga niat nyari lagi sweet seventeen-an haha, tapi kepalang udah di ketik di google dan dapet satu lagi yang pas, langsung aja gue ambil :D At Seventeen by Janis Ian..

I learned the truth at seventeen
That love was meant for beauty queens
And high school girls with clear skinned smiles
Who married young and then retired
The valentines I never knew
The Friday night charades of youth
Were spent on one more beautiful
At seventeen I learned the truth...

And those of us with ravaged faces
Lacking in the social graces
Desperately remained at home
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say "come dance with me"
And murmured vague obscenities
It isn't all it seems at seventeen... 

A brown eyed girl in hand me downs
Whose name I never could pronounce
Said: "Pity please the ones who serve
They only get what they deserve"
The rich relationed hometown queen
Marries into what she needs
With a guarantee of company
And haven for the elderly..

So remember those who win the game
Lose the love they sought to gain
In debitures of quality and dubious integrity
Their small-town eyes will gape at you
In dull surprise when payment due
Exceeds accounts received at seventeen...

To those of us who knew the pain
Of valentines that never came
And those whose names were never called
When choosing sides for basketball
It was long ago and far away
the world was younger than today
when dreams were all they gave for free
to ugly duckling girls like me...

We all play the game, and when we dare
We cheat ourselves at solitaire
Inventing lovers on the phone
Repenting other lives unknown
That call and say: "Come on, dance with me"
And murmur vague obscenities
At ugly girls like me, at seventeen...

Eng.. Gue belum sangat sangat menghayati lagu ini, karena gue baru mau ke 16 taun. Lagian gue baru mau download lagunya :) hahaha. I just wanna save it for later.

Syenit Shinoda

Omaga

Rusuh banget kayanya orang rumah gara gara gue sering pulang malem.
-____________-
Kemaren gue balik dari rumah fannisa kan baru nyampe jam  8 di rumah.
Lah sekarang gue balik cepet orang rumah pada ngilang.

Pk. 06.30 pm
Bokap nelfon, langsung ngebentak.. "ADA DIMANA KAMU?"
-_- nah loh? kaget sendiri gue.
Gue jawab aja, "di rumaah!"
Bokap gue langsung kalem.. "oh yaudah, papa lagi di BMC."
Kaget 'dikit' (keluarga gue emang hobby bolak balik ke rumah sakit, jadi ga bakal takut kenapa napa)
Hahaha, [sebenernya, bonyok lagi nyari kisi kisi (kisii kisiii --"), lagi nyari contekan gimana jadi dokter yang benar buat gue] haha becandaaaa

Syenit Shinoda

:-x

 Gue gasuka kalo batin gue di kagetin tiba tiba -_-

Syenit Shinoda

Appreciate

There's a man dying on the side of the road
Won't make it home tonight
He was driving fast on his cell phone
That's how he lived his life
While he was hanging by a thread
These were the final words he said

"My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith" 
 (Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

There's a women crying on the kitchen floor
She got a call tonight
Now she's trembling outside her daughter's door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wondering how and where to start
Is there a way to shield her heart?

My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith
(Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

Any but a loving way
Get hurt along the way
Don't be afraid to open up
And use the time you have
Before it fades
Show your love today
 
My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
(It might get rough sometimes)
But I hope she keeps her faith
(Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

 Sebenernya gue ga terlalu ngerti isi lagunya, tapi gue suka syair yang hurufnya gue gedein itu. Hahaha. Taun ini kan gue 16 taun :) dan pesen yang ada di syair yang hurufnya gue gedein itu mungkin cocok buat gue. HAHA. Lucu deh, tiap mau ulang tahun gue selalu dapet lagu yang pas, taun lalu dapet lagunya Fifthteen-nya Taylor Swift, sekarang Appreciate-nya Jonas Brother. Mantaav.

Syenit Shinoda

ha?

Yaa, emang udah di takdirkan buat sendiri dulu saat ini.
Tapi buat apa?

Syenit Shinoda

ho

bodo amat bodo amat zzz

Syenit Shinoda

hih

Menurut gue semuanya SAMA AJA!!

Syenit Shinoda

Not Good Enough

Huf, gue ga percaya gue gabisa bikin cowo gue yang lagi sakit sedikit bahagia --"
Yang gue bisa cuma sedih, miris, nangis, bla bla bla bla..

WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU!??

Dia di jemput tiap hari. (jangan tanya gue tentang ini!)
Dia sibuk les. (Ini sih ga ngelarang, tapi kasian aja ngeliatnya, lagi sakit pulang malem)
Dia cold di sekolah. (Udah biasa di cuekin sama cowo, tapi dengan kondisi saat ini, eng..)
Gue ga berani nyamperin dia di sekolah. (Haruskah gue yang nyamperin?)

Ga kuat liat dia sakit gini. Kenapa ga gue aja yang sakit!?
Kenapa?
Kenapa coba?

Gue aja gatau, solat gue khusyu ato enggaa..
Tiap solat, gue selalu inget buat doain dia supaya sembuh.
Lebaynya, mata gue berkaca kaca -_________-
Dan itu bikin gue DIEM.

Sekali lagi.. DIEM!

Parah ga sih sakitnya? Gue gatau..
Yang jelas, I'M FEAR, liat dia sakit gitu.
Udah bukan kaya dia!

Sekarang gue kesepian.
Ga sering ketemu di sekolah.
Sekalinya ketemu harus tahan 'miris' liat dia pucet.
Ga smsan se seru dulu.
Smsan nya juga bentar karna dia gaboleh tidur malem, DAN GUE HARUS NGERTI ITU!

:'(

Syenit Shinoda

At Fanisa's Home

Tokoh : Gue, Fannisa, Fauzi.
Tempat : Entah ruangan apa di rumah Fannisa.
Kostum : Seragam putih abu YPHB.

Gue : bawa tas ransel, rok di perut, pake sabuk, tampang imut.
Fannisa : baju di keluarin, pegang gelas, rambut di iket, tampang rumit.
Fauzi : baju di keluarin, perut buncit, bawa tas laptop.

Kejadian : waktu itu gue mau pulang gara gara udah lewat jam 6 (tau sendiri gue ga boleh pulang malem), dan gue teriak teriak "Fauzi!! buruaan pulaaaang!!" dengan kostum kita bertiga di atas, udah serasa ....
Fannisa : Mama
Fauzi : Papa
Gue : Anak tersayang

Dialog imajinasi :
Gue : "Papa ayoo berangkaat!!"
Fannisa : "Papa buruan tuh anak kita udah telat" (sambil beresin alat makan bekas sarapan)
Fauzi : "Iya mama, papa berangkat dulu yaa.."
Tampang imut gue menyelimuti atmospher keluarga bahagia ini.

HAHAHAHA
Dalem hati Fauzi : engga deh, gue punya anak kaya si syenit.
Dalem hati Gue : masa iya, bokap gue kaya gajah bledug.
Dalem hati Fannisa : kurang ngajar gue di jadiin ibu rumah tangga..

Syenit Shinoda

--a

Unbelievable..
Gue sama Nathan lagi akur -_-
kesambet apa tuh bocah?
*berharap dia gakan pernah baca blog gue

Syenit Shinoda

At The Beginning

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing

Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

(Hey ay ay)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....

Starting out on a journey

 Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

(Hmmmmm)

Syenit Shinoda

me

i'm a wolfpire x)

Syenit Shinoda

changed

and Bella got an Imprint from a Werewolf ..

Syenit Shinoda

Two Thousand And Eleven

Akhirnya udah taun 2011 :)
Happy New Year all.
Maaf banget ga ngepost dari tanggal pertama, berhubung facebook gue di hack waktu itu jadi males ngenet, bener bener bikin mood gue down to earth haha.
Tapi banyak perubahan di taun ini :)

31st Des 2010
Gue jalan jalan sama elf sampe sore.
Awalnya ke Bukit Pelangi, terakhir gue makan es krim dan chitatos sama dia.
Di taman sebelah komplek dia sampe maghrib.
:D feel good.
Sayangnya gue ga bisa malem taun baruan sama dia hiks.

Udah gitu malemnya, my mum and dad udah siapin New Year Party kecil kecilan di rumah. Sampe motong kambing segala, haha bener bener nambah berat badan gue, tapi gapapa lah setaun sekali. Mum nelfon beberapa temennya, dan Dad udah mulai bakar jagung, dan berhubung nunggu jam 12 itu lama banget jadi makan duluan deh, coke, corn, sate, and snack. ckck A lot of meals. ahaha. Dan di luar tuh sepi jadi Dad mindahin TV ke luar dan semua nonton TV di luar haha so fun.
Menit menit terakhir di bulan 2010 di isi dengan makan dan nonton film horor indonesia hahaa. konyol emang tapi seru juga (jelas jelas gue ga nonton malah smsan sama elf).Terus gue mulai naik ke atap, dan liat beberapa fireworks, dan mulai me-record :) hehe.

1st jan 2011
Dari atap keliatan banget dan jelas semua kembang api dari berbagai sudur :) gaperlu punya kembang api sendiri toh udah banyak pertunjukan yang bisa di liat dari atap gue, dan semua orang ikut naik ke atap.
Cengo, kaget, terharu, kaget, cengo lagi, terharu, senyum.
Udah sepi gue turun ke bawah dan siap siap instal the sims haa
Dan tamu di rumah gue mulai berguguran.
Gue baru tidur jam 3 an kalo gasalah.
Paginya, bangun ke siangan -_-
Sianganya nothing to do. Just stay at home, read some comics.

2nd jan 2011
Master Dhany sms dan ngasih tau kalo hari itu ada Teasure Hunt DLS YPHB dan SMANTI. HARUSNYA ngumpul jam 10 di KRB, tapi gue dateng kepagian waktu itu, jam setengah 10 udah nyampe, jadi gue cengo dulu disana, berhubung belum sarapan, gue pergi ke sebrang dan makan ketoprak ahhaa, udah gitu balik lagi dan nunggu yang lain. Jam 11an (bener bener ngaret) lombanya baru di mulai. MD ngasih pengarahan, dan kita mulai nyebar, dapet clue pertama kita langsung menuju tempatnya, dan we've got nothing. Until we got the sencond clue, di tengah jalan menuju clue kedua, kita ketemu MD dkk, dan langsung buru buru nyari petanya, and surprising WE GOT IT. And then, karena boleh 'licik', jadi kelompok gue di bagi 2, agmer, ratih, dan eka nyari peta pertama. Gue, fida, dan elin ngikutin MD yang mau naro peta ketiga. Sampe kita sembunyi di balik pohon, hiding hiding and hiding. Akhirnya di sms lah clue ketiga, langsung kita datengin tempat dimana MD berdiri tadi, and WE GOT IT TOO. Finally, peta pertama di dapetin sama anak SMANTI bene, irwan, dan rully. Akhirnya setelah di briving dan hadiah berkurang 50% (karena kita dateng telat), kita setuju buat merge petanya dan hasilnya di bagi dua. Jadi setuju lah semuanya. Kita gabung semuanya, dan cengo beberapa saat di KRB sambil ngelingkar di pinggir peta yang udah di susun dan mikir. Untung pada bawa snack jadi bener bener kaya piknik :) orang orang yang lewat cengo ngeliatin kita. Dan moment terakhir adalah, saat cahaya matahari ngarah ke kita semua dan serasa dapet ilham walau ternyata ga ada apa apa. Dan pencarian kode di lanjutankan nanti.
Gue pulang, di rumah kosong karena semua orang nginep di rumah gue yang satu lagi. Gue ke rumah Fariz buat instal ulang laptop ini, dan akhirnya laptopnya sembuh. Dan baru balik jam setengah 9 di anter Mike.
Mum sempet nelfon dan bilang lagi di rumah, gue depan rumah, udah ngetok ngetok pintu, taunya di rumah gada siapa siapa, jadi malem itu gue bener bener home alone. Dan syok karna Elf ternyata kabur dari Sukabumi ke Bogor naik angkot malem malem cuma di temenin Mickey.

3rd jan 2011 (Anniversary with Elf)
E;f udah deket Bogor. Dia sms dan bilang kalo hari ini tuh satu bulanan. HAHAHA kalo dia sms gue gakan inget. Gue seneng banget akhirnya kami satu bulanan (abis desember 5 minggu lama banget kan?). Dan awalnya gue berencana buat jemput Elf depan elos, gapake motor, jalan kaki. Tapi kata dia gausah yaudah. Dan awalnya juga dia mau ngajak jalan jam 3 subuh, tapi gajadi karena keluarga dia langsung nyusul dia yang udah kabur haha. Akhirnya kita main jam 10 pagian. Ke bukit pelangi, makan bakso (akhirnya dia mau makan bakso, yang sebelah SMANTI lagi ahahaha), curangnya dia gamau pake sambel, padahal gue mau hukum dia LOL. Terus ke rumah Mike, dan nonton Death Bell di BO bareng Mike dan Sarah.

4th jan 2011
Gue ngumpul sama tim Teasure Hunt di taken. Dan taunya malah ke rumah Agmer. Full of snacks :) haha we loved it, dan masih ga dapet apa apa, walau udah banyak petunjuk. Yang cewe ga langsung pulang, main dulu ke botani, beli minum, ke gramed. Dan saat itu tiba tiba Fariz nelfon dan ngajak nginep bareng yang lain. Complicated evening. Bla bla bla bla bla.. Banyakan tuh yang nginep, dan kita ga tidur sibuk main game..

5th jan 2011
Masih main game, di ruangan itu hawa mulai panas, gerah, akhirnya pada keluar buat cari angin, makan lah, main game, ngobrol, dan lebih banyak game haha. Baru tidur jam 5an. Pokonya bla bla bla. (gausah di ceritain deh ya, panjang banget soalnya haha). Dan Fariz berhasil balikin Facebook gue yang lama, seneng banget sumpah! Huehehe. Gue baru balik sore, untungnya ga dimarahin sama ortu xD dan langsung tidur lelap karena malemnya ga tidur.

6th jan 2011 (today)
Cape. Tapi baru ada semangat buat isi blog, jadi lah gue postingan dulu. Padahal siangnya pusing gara gara lama ngantri di telkom, dan mabok liat banyak spokat hahaa.

Syenit Shinoda

FB gue di Hack --"

Weh emang bener-bener --" taun 2010 berakhir, berakhir juga akun facebook gue ckck.
HAHAHA. gimana ga gila? Tadinya mau minta tolong ka Faris (cowo di sekolah gue yang jago soal begituan). Berhubung dia pake bayaran, jadi males -_____- Rasanya engga banget bela-belain facebook doang..
Makanya gue bikin yang baru aja.. Nama FBnya Syenit Zircon II (gamau jauh beda dari yang dulu) PP-nya aja sama hahaa

Syenit Shinoda

First Term In Biology Class

Mungkin udah sering gue bahas soal Populasi yang satu ini.
Terdiri dari 30 Alien.
15 Jantan
15 Betina
-________-
Banyak hal yang kita lewati bersama di semester awal ini.
Banyak juga kasus yang udah kita bikin (ups)
Wajar kan?
Latian Upacara. Lomba Sanlat. Bikin Video Klip. Buka Bareng. Ke KRB. dll.
Ini ada sedikit pic yang baru saya edit (thanks to Adzkia yang udah upload-in fotonya^^)

Ketua Kelas X-1 yang Bijaksana, Baik, Charming (Irvan! lu harus bayar gue karena ini haha)

Irvan Qomaruzzaman

Alien datar yang tak henti-hentinya ganggu anak kecil (?)

Yang satu ini.. Subhanallah :D haha Unyuu sekali.

Ya di lelang di lelaaang, di mulai dari Goceng, ada yang mau nawar lebih mahal?

HAHAHA. Aldo Daifullah.

Hahanjiing gaya oke, tampangnyaa brader --"

Eng... BTW, gue gakan ngenalin satu satu personilnya yaa. he.

Yang ini CERIA SELALU. Hhahaa

Billy Rizki Pujanopa

Maaf ya yang ngeliat, tampang dia emang tengil gini. Jadi sabaar ya.

Kalo barbie unik ini, primadona kita (sejak kapan syen?) haha

Cewe paling tinggi, langsing, singset. Pokonya Kutilang abis lah.

Terkenal karena jualan Jam tangan xD~

Taramila Athina

It's our school uniform :)

Amanda Auliana. Arya Ardiansyah. Aldo Daifullah. Adzkia Andriani.

Yup. Kita ini anak asuhan Mrs.Biology :)

Jadi kami suka bereksperimen.

Deas Armywan. Billy Rizki. Bimaswara. Bagaskara. Causa Dwiki Reyhan.

Beuh. Ini dia calon calon Profesoor.

Perkenalkan, 2020.

Prof. Aldo Daifullah . Prof. Causa Dwiki Reyhan . Prof. Billy Rizki

Memperkenalkan Yoghurt Unlimited -______- cut!

Kami juga selalu merespon berbagai hal.

Salah satunya Yoghurt Danger ini.

Gara-gara sama Mr.Irvan di obok-obok pake jari jadi warna ijo yoghurtnyaa --"

Bisa anda lihat perbedaan warna yoghurt ini dengan yang di atas.

How delicious :P

Yep. Ini lah calon dokter-dokter kami yang akan mengkontrol pembuatan yoghurt selama 10taun.

XOXO

Dr. Risna Farida . Dr. Elga Al Rezna . Dr. Sari Nurhasannah

Jaman udah modern.

Tidak hanya ilmu Biologi yang kita tampung di kelas ini.

Tapi Teknologi, seperti perFilman juga kita atasi.

Ini salah satu scene dari Video Klip kita.

Tunggu hasilnya yaa :)

AND LAST..But not THE END.

Ini foto kami yang telah lulus menjadi (cowo) Profesor. (cewe) Dokter di semester pertama.

Berhubung kami anak BIOLOGY.

Jadi tour-nya ke BOTANICAL GARDEN :D

Semoga di semester selanjutnya kita dapat merajut cerita cerita yang lebih unik :)

Syenit Zircon

Imagination Story Part Two

(Kalo mau ngerti ceritanya baca dulu Imagination Story Part One)

Sorenya....
Syenit turun dari atap sambil bawa bungkus-bungkus bekas makanan. Dan pas nongol di depan temen-temennya... Semuanya cengo dan cuma nunjuk Syenit, tanpa ngomong satu kata pun..
"Kenapa? Udah pada pulang toh" tampang tanpa dosa abis.
"Pulang? Darimana? Dari pagi kita disini. Lu kapan pulang nit?" tanya Vira
"Loh? Pas gue balik gada orang, pintu depan di kunci. Gue udah balik dari siang kali. Lu semua ga kemana mana? Perasaan sepi tadi" sambil buang sampah, dan naro tas di sofa, dan duduk gabung sama yang lain. Masih bingung ternyata dari siang temen-temennya ada di sini.
"Tadi siang? Eng.. Pintu depan emang di kunci tadi sama Vira."
"Tumben pada ga rakus.." lanjutnya tanpa mikirin omongan Dinda.

"Rakus?"

"Iya rakus. Apa udah abis lagi?"

"Abis apaan?"

"Gue kan beli banyak cemilan tadi, ko ga di makan?"
Dinda dan Vira ngomong barengan, tapi Dinda nyuruh Vira ngomong duluan..

"Jangan-jangan... Lu beli cemilan yang tadi lu seret-seret belanjaannya?"

"Emang gue seret ya?"

"Yang belanjaannya banyak itu kan?"

"Iya emang gue beli banyak cemilan, ada di lemari dapur gee." bingung. Dimas yang tau ada banyak cemilan langsung lari ke dapur, ngambil cemilannya..

"Jadi, daritadi siang lu udah pulang?"

"Jeh, sakali. Gue daritadi bilang, gue udah pulang daritadi siang!"

Dinda yang mau ngomong, lagi lagi bareng sama Vira, tapi Vira mau ngelanjutin omongannya dulu.

"Enggaa, masalahnya, tadi pas gue ngeliat lu di jendela studio bentar, tau-tau udah ilang lagi." --"

"Ilang gimana?"

"Gatau ilang, gatau apa. Masalahnya yang gue liat lu lagi jalan males-malesan, nyeret tuh belanjaan....."

"Belanjaan di seret! Makanan kali nit"

"Ssstt, diem dulu! udah gitu tau-tau gada aja, jalan lu cepet banget, ato lu lari?"

"OH! Hahaha. Iya iya, inget gue. Gue emang nyeret tuh belanjaan. Pas liat kotak dari pos depan pintu, ya langsung lari, dan kiriman novel gue tuh udah nyampe, mau baca? Jadi lu ada di studio pas gue pulang? Tapi koo, gue buka pintu studio, gabis...."

"Tunggu-tunggu, teruus lu lompat-lompatan di sofa kan?" Dinda menyela.

"WHAT? LU LIAT?" Syenit nutup muka pake bantal sofa, malu banget, ternyata ada orang yang ngeliat dia lompat-lompatan.

"Iya liat. Abis lompat lu kemana? Ko gue sama Dimas keluar lu udah gada?"

"Wah, si Syenit mistis ini.."

"Wait wait, beneran lu semua ada di studio? Ada di studio?"

"Heh, jawab duluu!!"

"Ih jawab dulu yang gue!"

"Iya ada di studio!"

"Tapi gue buka pintu studio gabisa, gue kira di kunci, gada siapa-siapa.."

"Tau sendiri kalii pintu studio kita gimana"

"Oh iyaa.."

"Jawab Syenitt.. Abis lompat lu kemana?" sambil mukul Syenit, udah geregetan mengungkap semuanya.

"Ke atap..."

"Secepet itu?"

"Emang cepet ya?" Linglung
"Wah ada breadtalk!" Vira yang mau ngambil air di kulkas ngeliat ada breadtalk.

"Eh tapi pas gue mau buka studio, ko pegangannya geter gitu ya?"

"Oh itu tuh, kerjaan si Viraa" sambil nonjok (purapura) kaki Vira yang lagi bawa breadtalk

"Hehe, kan ga sengaja din.."

"Kerjaan Vira? Maksudnya?"

"Iyaa, tadi pas dia ngecek lagu, headset dia lepas, jadi kedenger di semua speaker studio."

"Geternya sampe ke pintu ya? ahha"

"Oh.. gituu.."

"Wah mau dong? Darimana?"

"Di kulkas, gue beli banyak kali.."

"Oh lu yang beli nit?" sambil makan

"Yup. Daritadi lu diem di studio mulu bukan? Ga makan? Ga ngecek kulkas apa?"

"Tadi delivery McD nit hehe"

"Gue buka kulkas, pas ngambil minum buat Vira, abis dia syok headsetnya lepas."

"Terus ga liat?"

"Dimas yang ngambil airnya, jadi gue gatau. Dimas liat ga?" Dimas cuma geleng-geleng, sambil jalan ke kulkas ngebawa semua breadtalk dan cemilan yang Syenit beli tadi.

"Aneh juga yaaa"

"Emang aneh!"

"Udah deh yang penting Happy."

Semuanya ketawaa :D

Syenit Shinoda

Edit Fam-Pic (My DB)

Syenit Shinoda

Family Gathering

Kejadiannya udah lama banget, gue aja ga terlalu inget --" hehee
Dan amazing banget, gue ketemu temen SMP gue, Kadek Maharani di acara Family Gathering itu.
Huf, untunglah, jadi ga cengo sendirian, ada temen hahaa.
Jadi selama ini, bokap gue sama bokap dia satu kantor?
-__________-

Berangkat pagi, pulang malem. Haha (ganiat bgt)
Yaa pokonya kesana naik Bis Blue Bird, eksklusif abis --"
satu bis tuh ga penuh banget. jadi bisa selonjoran, lompat-lompat, guling-guling (nah loh?)
Nyampe sana makan siang, terus pembagian vila, gue di vila "I" :) hehe
( letter I is my fav)
Ganti baju pake baju kebangsaan FamGath, biruu biruu gituu.
Bahannya lumayan. Nyaman di pake (ckck)

Udah gitu games gituu, karokean (halaaah gajelas banget kan?)
Gue sama Kadek ngaciir ahhaa, cari view buat foto foto.
And hasilnya ini ...

Oia, waktu itu, gue sama Kadek nemu dua cowo remaja (susah banget cari mata disana)
Dan kita iseng (sotoy tea), sok sok kenaal. Pas mau dinner, kita mulailah percakapannya...
Gue : Hey, boleh tanya? (SKSD ABIS KAN, lagi muka tembok nih)
Dia : Ya?
Gue : Lu anak bekasi ya? (Asaaaaaal ngomooong)
Dia : Iyaa.
Gue ngeliat ke kadek, and whispered : Mampus lu dek, beneran anak Bekasi! (padahal gue asal ngomong)
Kadek : eng... namanya siapa?
Dia : Rendi.
Gue dan Kadek : Ooohh. Salah orang, Hehe (sebenernya emang udah tau salah)
Dia : Emang kenapa? Ko tau gue dari Bekasi?
Kadek : Engga, temen gue anak Bekasi (mirip sama Ade NASA soalnya) juga, mirip sama lu. Kirain...
Dia : Oh (senyum)
Dan kita kembali ngambil makanan.

Haha cangak abis, meuni pas!
Malemnya gue nginep di vilanya Kadek, soalnya di tidur sendiri.

Paginya.. kita jalan ke kebun teh, dan liat pembuatan teh.
Lagi-lagi gue males haha. Tapi akhirnya ikut juga..

Itu lah teh 'pait' nyaa hehe.. Ko gue putih banget ya? hhe
Udah gitu beres-beres, dan pulang.
Di jalan mampir dulu ke resto sunda buat makan siang.
Dan finally, we went home :D

Syenit Shinoda

Quote From Comic

Manusia memiliki wajah yang berbeda-beda.
Apa yang kau ketahui hanyalah sedikit.
Rasanya bodoh kalau menggolongkan manusia ke dalam kelas atas atau kelas bawah.
Tidak ada yang tahu apa yang akan terjadi nanti.
Apa yang paling penting bagi seseorang berbeda menurut orangnya masing-masing.

The Wondering Class - Mariko Nagahara.

Vila Fav Gue (Vila Air, Bandung)

Menurut kalian mana yang paling bagus? hehe gajelas banget yang terakhir cuma atapnya doang --" aslinya keren banget ko, kaya rumah barbie :) Sebenernya masih banyak foto rumahnya, tapi yang paling jelas cuma ini, kalo boleh touring liat ke dalem rumahnya mungkin bakal lebih kereen.
Thanks to Adobe Lightroom 2, yang udah mau jadi software peng-edit foto ini.
Thanks to me, yang udah mau ngeluangin waktu ngedit fotonya hahaa (apasih).

Syenit Shinoda

DLS DLS DLS's BUDDIES :D

Hari ini anak DLS Shooting film 'Tak Akan Terlupakan' di Kekeun Oak.
Hebat ya? Satu film. Satu hari. Satu tempat.
Yang paling bikin gue seneng sih.. waktu nyobain Tropical Ice Cream-nya :D
huaah, Bener-bener bangkitin semangat!
Yaa setelah itu saya kembali bekerja.
Jadi kameramen lah, penata muka (lah?) tukang sapu, koki, dokter (apa sih bray? <- bahasa MD)
Berees tuh semua, ya gue foto-foto (biasa lah)
Berhubung baru foto gue yang ada,
jadi yah ini buktinya (gada yang minta bukti syen, mintanya oleh2 --") :

Oh ada satu lagi haha.

Ini duo Ratih. Haha Yang pake kerudung Ratih Gustiana Agmer, yang satu lagi Ratih Dwi Lestari.
Udah beres tuh shooting. Gue ga main sebenernya cuma numpang di satu scene haha.

Tadinya mau langsung pulang, tapi yang lain mau pada main dulu.
Yaudah kita go to Botani Square :D hahaa
Nyampe-nyampe udah jam setengah 5, teman teman ku yang lain rumahnya pada jauh.
Jadi kita berencana ga lama lama di sana.
Kita pergi ke foodcourt, dan duduk di deket tempat gue sama si mantan dulu duduk haha.
Beli minum, beli makan. Ngerumpi.
Di situ kita semua blak-blak-an ngomongin suatu rahasia sekolah.
Dan puncaknya adalah, saat salah satu dari kami mengucapkan kalimat super rahasiaaaa...
Semuanya CANGAK, dan bilang "HAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!??"
Sampe-sampe semua orang yang di sekitar kita nengok, pelayan aja sampe berhenti.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
dan yang paling bikin heboh.
Si Agmer.. AGMER! RATIH GUSTIANA AGMER. (lebeeeey)
Pake acara jatoh dari kursi --"
Omaga. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA.
Dan teman kita yang mengungkapkan rahasianya tadi, malah mukul-mukul meja (kingkoong kaleee), sambil mengulang-ulang kalimat rahasianya. Haduh konyool.
Agmer juga! Ga mau bangun abis jatoh teh xD~
Jadi weh Ratih (Ratih Dwi Lestari) ngambilin bangkunya Agmer dulu.
HUAHAHA, CANGAKNYAAA!

Gatau kenapa, disitu gue merasa mereka-lah yang bakal ngegantiin posisi Savira Dinda dkk (ga berarti gue lupa sama mereka, cuma posisi kalo gue ga bareng anak Suck Emot)
Hari yang sangaaaaaat menyenangkan menurut gue :D haha
Udah gitu jam setengah enam-an Eka, Elin, Aghis pulang.
Jadi tinggal gue, Fida, Ratih, sama Agmer.
Akhirnya kita foto box dulu.
Udah gitu ke gramed, nyari buku Life Of Pi, and I've got nothing --"
engga nothing deng, gue nemu (nemuu --") komik Miko jilid 22 (keluaran baru).
Terus muter-muter gajelas ama Fida.
Teruus nyari buku yang covernya kereen.
Teruuuuuus ke Fun World nonton Agmer ngedance.
Teruuuuuuuuus ke Giant beli Yoghurt dan minuman lainnya.
Baru deh pulaang :D

Dan malem ini FB gue tuh rame lagi haha.
How beautiful this day :)
thankyouu Allah ^^

meski selalu kurang tanpa adanya Elf (subjek yang tak pernah dilupakan) :(

Syenit Shinoda

I'll never let you see my mazy face!

Syenit Shinoda

He doesn't reply my message, yet. :C

Syenit Shinoda

Kusut

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Syenit Shinoda

Today

You've got him so hard. But, see what happen now?
Dicuekin lagi kan?

--"

What do you want from love?

You always got it from everyone around you, right?

But, why?

Why you don't care with him?

Let me give you answer jerks!

I ALWAYS GIVE HIM MY ATTENTION.

But, i'm still a human, yang punya otak, perasaan, sama hati.

Without any doubt, i really love him.

I just need some time for rest my mind, for rest my heart, from something terrible.

Who's said that? Got love? From everyone?

Never.

It just happened three years ago, but not now.

People around me now, just need me when they got problem.

But except that.. Zero happiness.

Glad to say that i'm alone and i'm fine.

Because that's the true who i am.

Syenit Shinoda

Unknown

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

From The Notebook's Movie (2)

The best love is the kind that weakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

from The Empire Strikes Back's Movie

Do, or do not. There is no 'try'.

From The Notebook's Movie

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.

Whinnie The Pooh

People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.

Unknown

A champion is someone who gets up, even when he can't .

Unknown

Everything is okay in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Frank Outlaw

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

SAKKY MOTTE

Nostalgia mode on

.1 Shinoda a.k.a Syenit
.2 Akarui a.k.a Dinda
.3 Kakko ii a.k.a Ayu
.4 Kawai a.k.a Vira
.5 Yasashi a.k.a Adhin
.1 Mhikaru a.k.a Lutfi
.2 Otawa a.k.a Dimas
.3 Tanjino a.k.a Rio
.4 Takashi a.k.a Andi
.5 Ezota a.k.a Dika

We were together, until the problem had come..
Remember, the message that called us "Star and Moon"
and time when i spent our rested together
place where we were stay at night and played poker (my home)
and also the moment when we had been the targets of senior because this group.
but at the begining, we could not be a part..

then the destiny came..
and broke us a part.

one by one of us gone.
finally, we called it, SUCK EMOT.

But, who's care?
The most important is :
We had our own moments.

I miss you all.

Syenit Shinoda

Uncontrolled Face

Syenit Shinoda

Hobby Baru Gue

Bikin ELF kaget :P hahaha

Syenit Shinoda

It Will Be Fine.

Gue baru nyadar, (bener-bener baru nyadar). bedanya SMA dan SMP *gapenting ya?
Susah buat gue ngadepinnya.
Disini lah, waktu, dimana gue bener-bener harus milih..
Antara yang benar dan salah.
Antara sedih dan senang
Antara cape dan santai

For the beginning..
Sempet mikir kalo gue gagal.
Bukan gagal dapetin masa depan yang cerah (ha?)
Tapi gagal, dapetin temen pengganti..
Sempet mikir buat pindah sekolah.
Tapi YPHB emang gue banget 'Belajarnya'
Untuk bersenang-senang, gue masih harus mikir dua kali.

Believe it or not.
Gue kehilangan Billy dan Yughfar. (gaperlu di sensor kayanya)
Dua cowo yang awalnya bisa jadi 'Sahabat' gue.
Tapi hilang, cuma karena masalah cewe. --"
Gatau apa yang salah dari gue, yang jelas cewe mereka heboh marah ama gue.
Terakhir kali gue deket sama mereka, sebelum libur puasa.
Anehnya, abis Lebaran bukannya makin deket, malah makin jauh.
Ckck..
Tampang luar gua biasa.
Tapi aslinya.. sakit banget.
Udah terlalu percaya dan klop ama mereka, tapi ilang gitu aja.

Skip that.

Gue ikut OSIS. Ya, keterima tanpa ikut LDK.
How a great news..
Tapi... ga nge'klik' (bahasa Cau) ke guenya.
Ketuanya ga kenal ama gue (tau sih, cuma gitu weeh).
Bukannya mau jadi orang penting.
Tapi, gue paling gabisa gabung di suatu organisasi tanpa diberi 'Kepercayaan'.

Then..
Gue hampir kehilangan Elga Al Rezna..
Sahabat yang gue rasa paling bisa buat curhat.
Entah apa yang gue lakuin, atau Entah apa yang terjadi sama dia.
Yang udah bikin dia 'sedikit' (bahasa Kia) ngejauh.
Tapi akhir-akhir ini, gue deketin lagi.
Usaha..

Malesnyaa.
Anak kelas gue, inget gue cuma buat hal yang berhubungan dengan KBM di sekolah.
Kaya nanya PR lah!
Nyontek ulangan lah!
Ngerjain tugas lah!
Dll..

Sempet nangis cuma karena hal gajelas ini.
Tapi emang sakit.
Kalo gapunya temen deket di sekolah.
Gimana sih? Rasanya sendiri di tengah kerumunan?
Ckck
Sayangnyaa juga, gue merasa tidak bisa gabung dengan anak Cibinong.
Gatau kenapa.
Tapi faktanya gitu.
Sedangkan anak-anak yang baik tuh anak Cibinong semua --"

Oia, tapi gue sedikit terbantu dengan adanya Fannisa dan Fauzi.
Yaa, bikin gue rileks dikit lah.
Jalan ama mereka asik.
Walau (pasti) gue jalan ama mereka kalo ada tugas doang..
Tapi setidaknya masih di anggap manusia (ha?)

Next.

It's about my future. my school.
Pernah mikir ga?
Kalo nyontek itu suatu kegagalan?
Buat gue sih, nyontek itu udah jadi cap kegagalan gue.
Dan gue suka bingung sama orang yang suka nyontek (apa lagi ke gue.)
Apa mereka ga sayang ortu?
Gue aja mau belajar giat (ceileeeh) karena gue selalu inget mereka.
Sebenernya..
Gue pernah gagal sebelumnya.
Dan kegagalan yang terakhir.
(sebenerny gara-gara gagal masuk smansa)
Waktu itu, gue frustasi, dan gamau keluar kamar.
Sedangkan, Nyokap Bokap lagi di depan kamar gue.
Mikir gimana bikin gue bangkit.
Tapi sambil ngeritik kegagalan gue juga.
Ga maraah. Cuma KECEWA.
Dan itu bikin gue sangat sangat menyesal.
I'm so sorry Mum, Dad :'(
(tiap inget itu, gue pasti nangis.. kaya sekaraaang..)
Tautau, Bokap gue masuk kamar dan ngegendong guee.
Tebak ngapain?
Gue di bawa ke kamar mandi dan kaki gue di celupin ke bak mandi..
--" bener-bener bikin melek!
Kejadian itulah yang bikin gue mikir buat berubah.
Makanya kalo temen SMP gue pada tau gue gimana sekarang.
Unbelieveable banget.
Fannisa ama Fariz aja ga responding kalo ada yang bilang gue rajin.
Karena gue yang dulu, bener-bener bukan gue yang sekarang.
Jadi, gue sangat tidak ingin membuat mereka kecewa.
Walau gue suka ga nurut kalo di suruh pulang cepet (tapi malah pulang malem, bahkan ga pulang)
Tapi dari lubuk hati yang paling dalam (hahaha) gue itu anak yang sangat sayang kepada orang tua :D
Pilih mana?
Rajin, Pinter, tapi suka pulang malem (positiv thinking yaa. gue cewe baik2!)
Atau
Gapernah pulang telat (pulang sekolah langsung ke rumah) tapi datar-datar aja?

*syen, kau mulai gajelas.
Ya! pokonya se-bandel bandelnya Syenit Zircon Shinoda gue tetep SAYANG sama orang tua.

Finally..
Subjek ini tak pernah ku lupakan.
Gue sangat amat super BAHAGIA with Elf :)
hahaa
Padahal awalnya mikir, kalo pacaran itu ganggu konsen gue buat belajar.
Tapi entah kenapa, sama dia engga^^
Walau ada satu hal yang bikin gue kaku berhubungan sama dia.
(bukan tentang masa lalu mu yaa elf)
but, it's about your mum and me --"
Ckck.
Gausah di bahas lah ya.
Selain itu, nothing gonna change my love for you (lagu banget)
haha You are my everything..

ai laf yuu (alaaay)
Syenit Shinoda

kadang.. abstrak itu lebih indah :')

Syenit Shinoda

:'(

think that u never keep it girl --"
i wont ask about it anymore!

Syenit Shinoda

The Beautiful of ME

Syenit Shinoda

Buat x1

Syenit Shinoda

Ingatlah Hari Ini, sing by X1 :)

Irvan :
Kawan dengarlah yang akan aku katakan
Kia :
Apa tuh?
Irvan :
Tentang dirimu selama ini
Fauzi :
Ternyata kepalamu akan slalu botak
Harry, Dika, Aldo :
Kamu kayak gorilla

Kia :
Cobalah kamu ngaca tu bibir balapan
Syenit :
Daripada gigi lu kayak kelinci
Putry :
Yang ini udah gendut, suka marah2
Elga :
Apa? Apa?
Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Kau cacing kepanasan

Elga :
Tapi ku tak peduli
Kia, Syenit, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
kau slalu di hati

Reff :
Shinta, Risna :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Slamanya rasa ini
Dwi, Senja :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Ingatlah hari ini

Manda :
Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Tara :
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Laras, Melody :
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Manda, Tara, Laras, Melody :
Ingat teman2ku

Bimas :
Don't you worry
Adrian :
just be happy
Deas, Dimass, Bagas :
Temanmu disini

Reff :
Sio, Billy :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Eki :
Slamanya rasa ini
Causa, Arya :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Irvan, Aldo, Harry :
Ingatlah hari ini

Eki, Aldo, Dimass, Bimas, Adrian :
(Beatbox)


Kia, Syenit :
Don't you worry don't be angry
Elga, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Mending happy2
Reff :
Cowo :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cewe :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini

Cewe :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cowo :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Absen 1-10 :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Absen 11-20 :
Slamanya rasa ini
Absen 21-30 :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Semua :
Ingatlah hari ini


Syenit Shinoda

iseng iseeeng

pamer dikit boleeh kali xD
Syenit Shinoda

NEW PLAGIAT

Not Important, maybe. But it disturb my mind to think that all the time. Hey bro, your girl is FREAK! I know we were in long distance, i just wanna say that i really hate your girl! She copied my post, copied my special name for you. Since the first time I met her last time, i don't like her at all. I don't wanna let you make a melancholly love with her! I HATE HER! Guess what? If you still love her, i never want to be your sister anymore, even wont know you!

Syenit Shinoda

SX

My CRAZY DRIVER always make a CRAZY HEARTBEAT

Syenit Shinoda

Semoga deh!

People that don't know me think I'm shy.
People that do know me wish I were.

gue banget!

Don't keep running back to the one person that you need to walk away from.

no title

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Circle of Love

If you love someone put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken but circles go on forever!

My Feel Today

i really get my life in my new school, but i lost my self on it.

Syenit Shinoda

NEVER

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

26

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

Life is Better

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.

GIRL

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Best Quote :)

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Cuma x1 Yang Punya

LOUD OF LAUGH !

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Got The Right Way

ga semua orang bisa bikin sayang jadi sebuah hubungan. gue ga ada maksud mainin dia, ga ada maksud manfaatin dia. tapi yang salah emang gue. masih ga ngerti diri gue sendiri. masih ga nyadar kalo diri gue tuh belum siap lagi buat yang namanya pacaran. gue gabiasa di ikutin, gabiasa di smsin terus2an, apalagi di telfonin zzzzz ah i hate that..

jujur aja gue ga nyangka respon dia segitu segernya ckck -____-
tapi baguslah, ga bikin gue keseret2 hati, ga tega ngeliat dia sakit di pegatin. tapi ternyata valdi malah tenang di pegatin (wah, good news nih buat para fans valdi hahaa).

dan di saat yang tepat, kaka gue sms gini :
" manusia ditakdirkan untuk melakukan kesalahan, tapi manusia juga ditakdirkan untuk membenahin diri dari kesalahan. sejauh apapun langkah kaki yang salah, selalu ada waktu untuk merubah arah, dan selalu ada jalan untuk kembali pulang."

ya. i think that's true.. yang jelas gue gamau maksa diri lagi (maafin syenit yaa my self, hilap uraaang, hilaaap) hahahaa. sekarang gue pengen bahagia ama temen temen aja. main sama elga, fokus DML, tetep belajar jago ngitung di KIR MATE, main2 komputer hardware di IT CLUB. daan jadi diri sendiri di OSIS (cuek maksudnya hahaa)

ya cukup lah. i wanna make my life just like what i want.

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Quotes

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love, but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward, nor tarries with yesterday.
Kahlil Gibran

Celebrate all the things you don't like about yourself - love yourself.
Lady Gaga

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Photo with Sisters Again^^ (retouch)

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Glee Cast - Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world

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With My Young Sister

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Dan ini maksudnya apa?

Hahahha. mantepnyooo ade gueee xD

Cerita sebenernya : ade gue mau bikin tanda 'peace' tapi yang satu lagi belum lurus bener haha

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Organisasi lagi :)

Akhirnyaa, gue memilih untuk ikut OSIS lagi di YPHB. hahaha awalnya ragu, tapi berhubung ada Kia ama Putry jadi gue coba dulu, dan ternyata hasilnya ga buruk buruk banget. I'm so glad to recognize person like Ka Naufal, Ka Nabil, Ka Jodi, Ka Nadia, Ka Citra, Ka Renren, Ka Intan, Ca, Ce, Vina, Son (gatau nulis nama dia yg bner gimana zzz), and many more. I hope i can love them deeply :)

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Foto @BNR

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From Kia Wall Post

I don't know it's me or not, but i like it.

"I am not a good lover. I mess up. I start fights. I get jealous easily. I am demanding. and I always get mad. But there are three things i do love about my self : I don't play, I give my all, and I love deeply"

and this one is good too

"Galileo : Great Mind

Einstein : Genious Mind

Newton : Extraordinary Mind

Bill Gates : Brilliant Mind

Me : Master Mind

You : Always On My Mind"

And the last one too

Dear Diary, 

I saw him passing my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and great him. but it's feel so awkward. so I looked the other way. Besides, he's the star of basketball team. He'll never notice a geek like me.

Dear Diary, 

I passed by the corridor. and I saw a pretty smart girl I usually sit with during Chemistry. I tried to smile at her. but she looked the other way. Besides, i am just a guy who could shoot some hoops while she's the pretty honor student. She'll never like a guy like me.

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Cover ?

I wont see him from the cover, but what can i do? his cover was amazing haha x)

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Miss My -FAMOUS

Gue tersentuh banget ama notenya Haris Ramdhani mungkin gue gatau ini bikinan dia asli ato copas dari web lain, yang jelas gue tersentuh.

Long time no see.I feel so strange without you all .I hope we will meet again. :'(

There are places I remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends  I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life  I've loved them all.

Haha sesaat gue inget banget sama poster yang gue bikin khusus buat mereka.

Kita ber-DUA PULUH ENAM (angka kesayangan gue). Yang selalu bertarung buat sebuah trophy 2meter, didalam dan di luar bogor. Huahaha. Dengan almamater coklat dan hitam kebanggaan.

Syenit, Dinda, Savira, Ayu, Sinthya, Icha, Hani, Dewi, Yolan, Kadek, Rosdyana, Raras, Mufida. Lutfi, Dimas, Haris, Sadam, Danar, Damar, Hafiz, Teguh, Ahmed, Nadhif, Gusto, Irfan, Iqbal. :)

We Are 30th SCOUT SEVEN with KILLER COBRA and POISON ROSE.

Hahaha. kangen elo semuaa guys girls !

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Ternyataa

Sekedar pengetahuan kecil. Ternyata sifat itu emang wajib jadi prioritas UTAMA untuk jadi alasan menyukai seseorang HAHAHA. banyak orang yang tampang oke tapi sifat buruk. Mari kita hindari kesalahan memilih teman ato pun pacar hahaha

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I want to make my Dad know that I ...

Dad, I think i couldn't being a doctor !

I hate to make you dissapointed, but I have to say it to you.

I know, there are much benefit if i can be a doctor.

But, if when i have my graduate from my high school, and still there are math test for medical faculty, i will find another to try. I still can undertake if I just need to learn about Biology, Physic, and Chemistry.

And for math, i didn't promise yet.

Sorry Dad, I just think to be a broadcaster in my future.
I'm study hard for they both.
Hope we can get the best result for my future :)

Syenit Shinoda

Manjat Pager Rumah

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xO

ARRGH! Betebetebetebete!
GUE BETE KALO INGET BESOK GUE GABISA BAWA MP4!!
Gue tau sekolah gue emang disiplin ketat, gaboleh bawa hape kamera, dateng gaboleh telat, peraturannya se abrek, tapi harusnya sedikit ngertiin perasaan anak muda. Sedikit aja.
Masa gaboleh bawa (baca yang bener) BAWA MP4 ? cuma bawa doang padahal. Gue kan anak baik2, gapernah dengerin lagu pas KBM, lagian kalo dengerin juga ketauan kan, jelas2 rambut gue di iket mulu. Haduh AING MAH DEUH. I CAN'T LET MY DAY WITHOUT MUSIC! APALAGI KALO LAGI SENDIRI! YANG ADA GUE FRUSTASI. huaaaaaa!!

Oh GOD, bikin gue ga punya perasaan apa2. Supaya gue ga frustasi sendiri di perjalanan menuju sekolah dan dari sekolah . AMIN!

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Tentang Ade Gue

Gue tuh jarang dirumah. Jarang pula ngobrol ama orang rumah. Gue keluar kamar cuma kalo mau ke kamar mandi, makan, main komputer, dan ngambil barang yg ada di luar kamar gue. Bisa di bilang gue tuh penyendiri banget. Gue punya ade dua, Shedwi ama Sheviolita. Dan jujur aja gue ga deket ama keduanya. Tapi mereka masih suka manggil gue. Hahaha intinya mah keadaan gue masih di respon ama mereka, walau gue jarang ngrespon keadaan mereka. Gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang. Hahaha (so sweet amat gue ngomong gini). Ya pokonya gitu, gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang! Jangan tanya alesannya!

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Gue Jadi Hantu NEW

Bisa di katakan ini saya dan fans saya :) begitu ganti kostum langsung di ajak foto bareng ckck, jadi malu hahha. Ini belum di make up, nanti di upload lagi foto gue waktu di make up jadi hantu

HUAHAHAHA

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