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DEMI SEMUA YANG ADA DI DUNIA INI.
GUE NYESEL BANGET BANGET BANGET!
HAHAHA (jeleek gila tampang gue sekarang)

Syenit Shinoda

Tuh kan!

Like i said before.
Gue sama Nathan emang ga pernah akur.
Tadi gue sedang complicated, iseng aja marah marah ke diri sendiri di sms terus di kirim ke dia (abis bingung mau kirim ke siapa, kalo ke Elf, entar malah bikin dia tambah pusing)
Eh, dia balesnya becanda, semacam logat personal gitu (soalnya dia pernah sms dengan kata kata yang sama sebelumnya)
Akhirnya ga gue bales lagi, males banget nanggepinnya --"
Dan dia sms gue lagi gini..
"Heh cengeng! kenapa lagi lu?"
SIAPA YANG CENGENG HAH?

And in the same time.
Elf ku bilang, kalo dia seneng bikin gue cengeng -_-
astagaaaaa hahaa

Syenit Shinoda

At Seventeen

Sebenernya ga niat nyari lagi sweet seventeen-an haha, tapi kepalang udah di ketik di google dan dapet satu lagi yang pas, langsung aja gue ambil :D At Seventeen by Janis Ian..

I learned the truth at seventeen
That love was meant for beauty queens
And high school girls with clear skinned smiles
Who married young and then retired
The valentines I never knew
The Friday night charades of youth
Were spent on one more beautiful
At seventeen I learned the truth...

And those of us with ravaged faces
Lacking in the social graces
Desperately remained at home
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say "come dance with me"
And murmured vague obscenities
It isn't all it seems at seventeen... 

A brown eyed girl in hand me downs
Whose name I never could pronounce
Said: "Pity please the ones who serve
They only get what they deserve"
The rich relationed hometown queen
Marries into what she needs
With a guarantee of company
And haven for the elderly..

So remember those who win the game
Lose the love they sought to gain
In debitures of quality and dubious integrity
Their small-town eyes will gape at you
In dull surprise when payment due
Exceeds accounts received at seventeen...

To those of us who knew the pain
Of valentines that never came
And those whose names were never called
When choosing sides for basketball
It was long ago and far away
the world was younger than today
when dreams were all they gave for free
to ugly duckling girls like me...

We all play the game, and when we dare
We cheat ourselves at solitaire
Inventing lovers on the phone
Repenting other lives unknown
That call and say: "Come on, dance with me"
And murmur vague obscenities
At ugly girls like me, at seventeen...

Eng.. Gue belum sangat sangat menghayati lagu ini, karena gue baru mau ke 16 taun. Lagian gue baru mau download lagunya :) hahaha. I just wanna save it for later.

Syenit Shinoda

Omaga

Rusuh banget kayanya orang rumah gara gara gue sering pulang malem.
-____________-
Kemaren gue balik dari rumah fannisa kan baru nyampe jam  8 di rumah.
Lah sekarang gue balik cepet orang rumah pada ngilang.

Pk. 06.30 pm
Bokap nelfon, langsung ngebentak.. "ADA DIMANA KAMU?"
-_- nah loh? kaget sendiri gue.
Gue jawab aja, "di rumaah!"
Bokap gue langsung kalem.. "oh yaudah, papa lagi di BMC."
Kaget 'dikit' (keluarga gue emang hobby bolak balik ke rumah sakit, jadi ga bakal takut kenapa napa)
Hahaha, [sebenernya, bonyok lagi nyari kisi kisi (kisii kisiii --"), lagi nyari contekan gimana jadi dokter yang benar buat gue] haha becandaaaa

Syenit Shinoda

:-x

 Gue gasuka kalo batin gue di kagetin tiba tiba -_-

Syenit Shinoda

Appreciate

There's a man dying on the side of the road
Won't make it home tonight
He was driving fast on his cell phone
That's how he lived his life
While he was hanging by a thread
These were the final words he said

"My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith" 
 (Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

There's a women crying on the kitchen floor
She got a call tonight
Now she's trembling outside her daughter's door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wondering how and where to start
Is there a way to shield her heart?

My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith
(Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

Any but a loving way
Get hurt along the way
Don't be afraid to open up
And use the time you have
Before it fades
Show your love today
 
My girl turns sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful, so beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
(It might get rough sometimes)
But I hope she keeps her faith
(Hope she keeps her faith)

I wish I grabbed a chance
To say to her
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate
Life is too short
So take the time and appreciate

 Sebenernya gue ga terlalu ngerti isi lagunya, tapi gue suka syair yang hurufnya gue gedein itu. Hahaha. Taun ini kan gue 16 taun :) dan pesen yang ada di syair yang hurufnya gue gedein itu mungkin cocok buat gue. HAHA. Lucu deh, tiap mau ulang tahun gue selalu dapet lagu yang pas, taun lalu dapet lagunya Fifthteen-nya Taylor Swift, sekarang Appreciate-nya Jonas Brother. Mantaav.

Syenit Shinoda