Got The Right Way

ga semua orang bisa bikin sayang jadi sebuah hubungan. gue ga ada maksud mainin dia, ga ada maksud manfaatin dia. tapi yang salah emang gue. masih ga ngerti diri gue sendiri. masih ga nyadar kalo diri gue tuh belum siap lagi buat yang namanya pacaran. gue gabiasa di ikutin, gabiasa di smsin terus2an, apalagi di telfonin zzzzz ah i hate that..

jujur aja gue ga nyangka respon dia segitu segernya ckck -____-
tapi baguslah, ga bikin gue keseret2 hati, ga tega ngeliat dia sakit di pegatin. tapi ternyata valdi malah tenang di pegatin (wah, good news nih buat para fans valdi hahaa).

dan di saat yang tepat, kaka gue sms gini :
" manusia ditakdirkan untuk melakukan kesalahan, tapi manusia juga ditakdirkan untuk membenahin diri dari kesalahan. sejauh apapun langkah kaki yang salah, selalu ada waktu untuk merubah arah, dan selalu ada jalan untuk kembali pulang."

ya. i think that's true.. yang jelas gue gamau maksa diri lagi (maafin syenit yaa my self, hilap uraaang, hilaaap) hahahaa. sekarang gue pengen bahagia ama temen temen aja. main sama elga, fokus DML, tetep belajar jago ngitung di KIR MATE, main2 komputer hardware di IT CLUB. daan jadi diri sendiri di OSIS (cuek maksudnya hahaa)

ya cukup lah. i wanna make my life just like what i want.

Syenit Shinoda

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Syenit Shinoda

Quotes

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love, but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward, nor tarries with yesterday.
Kahlil Gibran

Celebrate all the things you don't like about yourself - love yourself.
Lady Gaga

Syenit Shinoda

Photo with Sisters Again^^ (retouch)

Syenit Shinoda

Glee Cast - Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world

Syenit Shinoda