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sekarang jaga perasaan aja, terlalu seneng ga baik, terlalu sedih juga ga baik. netral aja lah.

Syenit Shinoda

kitaaa

kita tau cara ketawa bareng.
tau cara berbagi, cara adil ke semua orang.
tau cara makan bareng.
cara bahagia bareng.
saling bantu.
Yeep, itu lah kita :)

Syenit Shinoda

from novel

What are words anyway? They're just our way to describe what we see. What really matters is what we see, right?


Isn't there a period in your life where you feel that every song written in the universe is about you?


You know, the whole "i am okay if you are okay we are wasting time"


If you are living an unrequited love like i am, you will be doing what i am doing right now : trying to assign meaning to everything.


I remember things better with you. I look at you and i'm home.

Syenit Shinoda

:D

Try to enjoying life with doing something what i really want to do :)

Syenit Shinoda

Today's Story

 Math's Test in 11 Science 5 :) Gue beres duluan! Soalnya ga maksain diri kalo ga bisa ya mau gimana lagi? Nunggu kesempatan buat nyontek? Engga kan? hahaha.

 Senior's Man , played futsal. Pictures taken by Aldo Daifullah.

 Civic's time! :) we played an education game. Love it!

 Had late lunch with Senja and Ulfa, we really got full here! :9 nice fried ice cream lols

 Joined Aninda's Birthday Party with my elementary schoolmates :*

Miss you all guys!

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my Beauty BGM

 ga nyelow tidurnya -_-

 mau tahajud tapi ketiduran haha

 live in my bedroom

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Welcome home Hubby :3

 

 Hubby is my new rabbit, with 4 legs like cat's legs, big body like BGM, and red eyes like edward cullen #ngawuuuur.

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Hasil Ke-RAJINAN tangan gue :)

 Itu tulisannya adalah lirik lagu Airplanes

Written by me

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Final DBL

6 Februari 2012
Final DBL @ Gor Pajajaran BOGOR

with Lintang-Mey-Nadhif-Mutia

 Guess what? Penuh banget! Panas banget! Tapi sebanding sama serunya pertandingan disana :D

 met some friends Feren-Aldo (sorry fotonya blur -_-) Mutia-Dinda-Dewi-Billy (bukan Billy Rizki).

 Nice Dance and Nice Game!!

Congratzz to SMANDA a.k.a SMA Negeri 2 Bogor who win DBL 2012 !!

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Playing with Nunil

6 Februari 2012

Sebelum cerita di TKP gue berfoto ria sama Nunil di Taman Yasmin, gue nemenin dia... ke kantor pos, terus nyebrang ke apotik gara gara kaki dia luka, terus ke dosa buat dia salam2an (dan gue ngintil aja di belakang), terus ke pasar buat beli Hokpen (hokpen yaaa bukan hokben!), teruuuus ke rumah dia dulu makan siang, baru deh caw ke taman yasmin buat took many pictures!

 

 Ini ayunan dulu pernah kita datengin, sekitar 2 taun yang lalu bareng Tio, bertiga :) sayangnya kali ini tio ga bisa ikut -_- haaah payah!

 Met a kitten.

 Dyah mulai ga jelas :D

 Feels like in alay's year. We love ICE CREAM.

 We both like a couple -___- i hate to say that, but that's true.

TKP!! waktu di senyumin PASHA UNGU :D hahaha, a man who made us went home like a crazy girls got a kiss from a hollywood star -_- #insane.

We're very happy in that day :) Really HAPPY :)

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Ekskul Bultang :D

Jumat, 20 Januari 2012
Gue resmi jadi anak Bultang YPHB :) hehe.
Akhirnya... selama lebih dari satu setengah tahun ga pernah olahraga, gue punya sarang untuk mewajibkan gue olahraga sekarang (ga termasuk jam pelajaran olahraga yaaah).
Gue suka bultang ♥ ga panas panasan - ga mahal - tapi sukses bikin gue banjir keringet :D
Ya pokonya mah alhamdulillah hidup gue bisa semakin sehat dengan ikutnya ekskul Bultang ini.
Ini sedikit dokumentasi pas kita lagi latihan :)

 

Syenit Shinoda

News

There so many big news here..
Sebelum blogging tadi ide gue kayanya numpuk banget! sampe sampe gue ngomong sendiri kali yah tadi tuh -_- okay, too much drama syen!

Next!
Seperti yang gue ceritakan ke Jaja sama Elin kemaren malem di twitter (emm okay, ke Sarah juga),  tentang kegalauan 'tolol' gue yang ga berujung itu.. Rasanya hari ini gue mau stop mikirin soal itu. He is fine with that girl, yaaa sok aja deh haha walau gue juga denger cerita yang aneh aneh dari temen temennya, but who's care? Ga ada bukti juga. Jadi seperti yang Josh Groban nyanyiin di lagu Broken Vow.. "I let you go... I let you fly..." , I let you go my sweetest :)
I heard so hurted, right now, right? #craaaaap!
Inget tweet Elin yang udah meng-ultimatum-kan soal sakit hati lagi... Yes Lin, now i've my decision.
I let him go but please, please, please, let me, let me... let me do what i wanna do now! Waiting for him.
Sounds crazy.. I know. Just let me do that.

And i had a good news too! (jadi yg tadi bad news? IYALAH!)
FINALLY, Allah makes my dream come true! Untuk kesekian kalinya bokap gue ga hadir di hari ulang tahun gue, TAUN INI bokap gue di rumaaaah :D wuiiiihh!! Yaah mungkin ini biasa buat kalian, yang bokapnya selalu ada di hari ultah. But for me, it will be the best GIFT! Jangan jangan bokap gue bela belain minta pulang cepet lagi? Gara gara omongan gue sebelum bokap berangkat kemaren...

Gue "Daaad, entar pulang kapan?"
Bokap "Belum juga berangkat udah nanya pulang lagi."
Gue "Yaa emang kenapa? Kapan pulangnyaaaa?"
Bokap "Pertengahan maret" *senyum ke nyokap* (soalnya tgl 22 maret hari pernikahannya)
Gue "bzzzt, perasaan tiap aku ulang tahun ga pernah ada mulu -_-"
Bokap "yaa gimana lagi? jadwal pulangnya"
Gue "bzzzzzzzzzzzzt"
Bokap "kenapa? mau di rayain?"
Gue "engga, yaaa cuma bilang kalo dad ga pernah ada aja tiap ultah aku"

Mungkin karena itu, bokap gue ngusahain mati-matian (lebay) buat bisa pulang di hari ultah gue :) hehe. I love you my daddy!! Semakin cepat pulang semakin baik! hehe

Haaah, besok ada ulangan mate. And i should prepare my self and my brain for that test.
See yaaa!

Syenit Shinoda

Tumben

Tumben banget akhir akhir ini gue suka telfonan

Tumben banget gue ga takut lama lama sendirian di luar rumah, cuma buat liat bintang sama bulan.

Tumben banget gue ga sakit diem di luar kelamaan.

Tumben banget gue banyak makan tapi ga merasa gemukan.

Tumben banget gue merasa sangat bebas saat jalan sama temen-temen.

Tumben banget gue mau nungguin seseorang.

Tumben banget gue ga takut di marahin si orang nan jauh disana, gara gara sms ato nelfon dia.

Tumben gue ga galau dengerin lagu galau.

Tumben gue ngeposting hal ga penting kaya gini, dan yang lainnya.

Tumben banget gue sabar di curhatin orang yang jelas jelas curhatannya menyakitkan.

Tumben banget gue dicuekin sama orang, tapi ga merasa tersakiti.

Tumben banget gue sakit hati tapi ga merasa ancur.

Oke yang terakhir lebay.

Am i change?

Gue udah beradaptasi nih?

Udah kuat kaya dulu nih?

Really?

GOOD NEWS!!

:D hahahaa

Syenit Shinoda

Pertanyaan aneh dari Elin

• kenapa lu sering bgt liat bulan syeen ?  
• iyaaa pengen sampe bopeng2nya keliatan ya syeen?
• kalo dia harkos doang gmn syeen terus dia langgeng sampe lulus lu mau?

eng....

Syenit Shinoda

Share

You know, the moon can't be enjoying if you're alone.
And this pieces, is the important things i want to share with someone i love.
The moon. The stars. And the black sky back of it.
How beautiful they are..
Can you see that? Can you feel that?

Syenit Shinoda

:(

But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you. 

You're Beautiful - James Blunt

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Hang Out with Elin :D

Sambil nunggu jam nonton, gue dan elin makan di AW :)

Balapan minum Root Beer, and finally Elin win this game -_- heu

Menggila di botas, hasil foto elin keren-kereeeen :D

Ketemu sama bocah bocah ini waktu abis nonton. Jadi tukang foto dulu deh haha

Iseng parah gue, maksa minta nomer pesanan 6 :p hehe.

 Ke Giant niat nyari minum malah ketemu beginian :D hahaha, elin iseng banget pake minta foto bareng! Dan ujung-ujungnya bukan beli minum malah beli es krim -_- bocaaaah.

Di taman IPB. We both love ice cream, dan lagi lagi, balapan makan es krim!

 Ini di timer tapi di snapshot juga -_- cangak paraaaah! hahahhahaha.

Makan lagi *kurang gila apa? Ini beli di mahasiswa IPB yang jualan risoles di taman.

Abstract, but we loved it.

Beres foto di taman IPB, tadinya mau pulang tapi ternyata kacamata elin hilang entah kemana, akhirnya kita nyari lagi di botas, dan ketemu di foodcourt. Untung mas sama mba nya baik mau balikin haha. #jitakelinyangpikunan :p hahaha. Its a GREAT DAY! Thank you so much Helinda Utami :*

Syenit Shinoda

-__-

finding my self is someone who hurted so bad ckck

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#tumblr

Sometimes I don't tell you what I'm feeling, because I'm hoping the silence between us would give you a clue.

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I want to tell you, that ....

you should pick me! #np pick me - jb
that should be me! #np that should be me - jb

I remember every songs that we sang together in the middle of the night.
I remember every moment when we laughed together.
I remember the way you look at me, so shy, and... gorgeous.

but,
i think i show enough.. and hurt enough.
i'm reading novel, and found a lot of text which is have a same feeling like me.

what did i do wrong to be stuck in this shitty place?

3 weeks ago, i thought to my self, that guy 'who wear number 26 in his basket shirt' isn't bad looking at all. If anything he's very good looking.

Boy, did u realize? Did you feel it? Did you...
I think i'm going crazy if keep thinking of you!

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away...

Crush - David Archuleta

And you broke me now, without any words even text or anything.
Because i always know the truth without being told.
Because the dreams already show me everything i want to know.
And you broke me now, without you knowing.

But just so you know, it wont be long.
Then you will be back.
So I'll keep stay here for you.
Cause i know that i love you.

Syenit Shinoda