I want to tell you, that ....

you should pick me! #np pick me - jb
that should be me! #np that should be me - jb

I remember every songs that we sang together in the middle of the night.
I remember every moment when we laughed together.
I remember the way you look at me, so shy, and... gorgeous.

but,
i think i show enough.. and hurt enough.
i'm reading novel, and found a lot of text which is have a same feeling like me.

what did i do wrong to be stuck in this shitty place?

3 weeks ago, i thought to my self, that guy 'who wear number 26 in his basket shirt' isn't bad looking at all. If anything he's very good looking.

Boy, did u realize? Did you feel it? Did you...
I think i'm going crazy if keep thinking of you!

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away...

Crush - David Archuleta

And you broke me now, without any words even text or anything.
Because i always know the truth without being told.
Because the dreams already show me everything i want to know.
And you broke me now, without you knowing.

But just so you know, it wont be long.
Then you will be back.
So I'll keep stay here for you.
Cause i know that i love you.

Syenit Shinoda