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Hari ini anak DLS Shooting film 'Tak Akan Terlupakan' di Kekeun Oak.
Hebat ya? Satu film. Satu hari. Satu tempat.
Yang paling bikin gue seneng sih.. waktu nyobain Tropical Ice Cream-nya :D
huaah, Bener-bener bangkitin semangat!
Yaa setelah itu saya kembali bekerja.
Jadi kameramen lah, penata muka (lah?) tukang sapu, koki, dokter (apa sih bray? <- bahasa MD)
Berees tuh semua, ya gue foto-foto (biasa lah)
Berhubung baru foto gue yang ada,
jadi yah ini buktinya (gada yang minta bukti syen, mintanya oleh2 --") :

Oh ada satu lagi haha.

Ini duo Ratih. Haha Yang pake kerudung Ratih Gustiana Agmer, yang satu lagi Ratih Dwi Lestari.
Udah beres tuh shooting. Gue ga main sebenernya cuma numpang di satu scene haha.

Tadinya mau langsung pulang, tapi yang lain mau pada main dulu.
Yaudah kita go to Botani Square :D hahaa
Nyampe-nyampe udah jam setengah 5, teman teman ku yang lain rumahnya pada jauh.
Jadi kita berencana ga lama lama di sana.
Kita pergi ke foodcourt, dan duduk di deket tempat gue sama si mantan dulu duduk haha.
Beli minum, beli makan. Ngerumpi.
Di situ kita semua blak-blak-an ngomongin suatu rahasia sekolah.
Dan puncaknya adalah, saat salah satu dari kami mengucapkan kalimat super rahasiaaaa...
Semuanya CANGAK, dan bilang "HAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!??"
Sampe-sampe semua orang yang di sekitar kita nengok, pelayan aja sampe berhenti.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
dan yang paling bikin heboh.
Si Agmer.. AGMER! RATIH GUSTIANA AGMER. (lebeeeey)
Pake acara jatoh dari kursi --"
Omaga. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA.
Dan teman kita yang mengungkapkan rahasianya tadi, malah mukul-mukul meja (kingkoong kaleee), sambil mengulang-ulang kalimat rahasianya. Haduh konyool.
Agmer juga! Ga mau bangun abis jatoh teh xD~
Jadi weh Ratih (Ratih Dwi Lestari) ngambilin bangkunya Agmer dulu.
HUAHAHA, CANGAKNYAAA!

Gatau kenapa, disitu gue merasa mereka-lah yang bakal ngegantiin posisi Savira Dinda dkk (ga berarti gue lupa sama mereka, cuma posisi kalo gue ga bareng anak Suck Emot)
Hari yang sangaaaaaat menyenangkan menurut gue :D haha
Udah gitu jam setengah enam-an Eka, Elin, Aghis pulang.
Jadi tinggal gue, Fida, Ratih, sama Agmer.
Akhirnya kita foto box dulu.
Udah gitu ke gramed, nyari buku Life Of Pi, and I've got nothing --"
engga nothing deng, gue nemu (nemuu --") komik Miko jilid 22 (keluaran baru).
Terus muter-muter gajelas ama Fida.
Teruus nyari buku yang covernya kereen.
Teruuuuuus ke Fun World nonton Agmer ngedance.
Teruuuuuuuuus ke Giant beli Yoghurt dan minuman lainnya.
Baru deh pulaang :D

Dan malem ini FB gue tuh rame lagi haha.
How beautiful this day :)
thankyouu Allah ^^

meski selalu kurang tanpa adanya Elf (subjek yang tak pernah dilupakan) :(

Syenit Shinoda

I'll never let you see my mazy face!

Syenit Shinoda

He doesn't reply my message, yet. :C

Syenit Shinoda

Kusut

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Syenit Shinoda

Today

You've got him so hard. But, see what happen now?
Dicuekin lagi kan?

--"

What do you want from love?

You always got it from everyone around you, right?

But, why?

Why you don't care with him?

Let me give you answer jerks!

I ALWAYS GIVE HIM MY ATTENTION.

But, i'm still a human, yang punya otak, perasaan, sama hati.

Without any doubt, i really love him.

I just need some time for rest my mind, for rest my heart, from something terrible.

Who's said that? Got love? From everyone?

Never.

It just happened three years ago, but not now.

People around me now, just need me when they got problem.

But except that.. Zero happiness.

Glad to say that i'm alone and i'm fine.

Because that's the true who i am.

Syenit Shinoda

Unknown

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

From The Notebook's Movie (2)

The best love is the kind that weakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

from The Empire Strikes Back's Movie

Do, or do not. There is no 'try'.

From The Notebook's Movie

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.

Whinnie The Pooh

People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.

Unknown

A champion is someone who gets up, even when he can't .

Unknown

Everything is okay in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Frank Outlaw

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

SAKKY MOTTE

Nostalgia mode on

.1 Shinoda a.k.a Syenit
.2 Akarui a.k.a Dinda
.3 Kakko ii a.k.a Ayu
.4 Kawai a.k.a Vira
.5 Yasashi a.k.a Adhin
.1 Mhikaru a.k.a Lutfi
.2 Otawa a.k.a Dimas
.3 Tanjino a.k.a Rio
.4 Takashi a.k.a Andi
.5 Ezota a.k.a Dika

We were together, until the problem had come..
Remember, the message that called us "Star and Moon"
and time when i spent our rested together
place where we were stay at night and played poker (my home)
and also the moment when we had been the targets of senior because this group.
but at the begining, we could not be a part..

then the destiny came..
and broke us a part.

one by one of us gone.
finally, we called it, SUCK EMOT.

But, who's care?
The most important is :
We had our own moments.

I miss you all.

Syenit Shinoda

Uncontrolled Face

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Hobby Baru Gue

Bikin ELF kaget :P hahaha

Syenit Shinoda

It Will Be Fine.

Gue baru nyadar, (bener-bener baru nyadar). bedanya SMA dan SMP *gapenting ya?
Susah buat gue ngadepinnya.
Disini lah, waktu, dimana gue bener-bener harus milih..
Antara yang benar dan salah.
Antara sedih dan senang
Antara cape dan santai

For the beginning..
Sempet mikir kalo gue gagal.
Bukan gagal dapetin masa depan yang cerah (ha?)
Tapi gagal, dapetin temen pengganti..
Sempet mikir buat pindah sekolah.
Tapi YPHB emang gue banget 'Belajarnya'
Untuk bersenang-senang, gue masih harus mikir dua kali.

Believe it or not.
Gue kehilangan Billy dan Yughfar. (gaperlu di sensor kayanya)
Dua cowo yang awalnya bisa jadi 'Sahabat' gue.
Tapi hilang, cuma karena masalah cewe. --"
Gatau apa yang salah dari gue, yang jelas cewe mereka heboh marah ama gue.
Terakhir kali gue deket sama mereka, sebelum libur puasa.
Anehnya, abis Lebaran bukannya makin deket, malah makin jauh.
Ckck..
Tampang luar gua biasa.
Tapi aslinya.. sakit banget.
Udah terlalu percaya dan klop ama mereka, tapi ilang gitu aja.

Skip that.

Gue ikut OSIS. Ya, keterima tanpa ikut LDK.
How a great news..
Tapi... ga nge'klik' (bahasa Cau) ke guenya.
Ketuanya ga kenal ama gue (tau sih, cuma gitu weeh).
Bukannya mau jadi orang penting.
Tapi, gue paling gabisa gabung di suatu organisasi tanpa diberi 'Kepercayaan'.

Then..
Gue hampir kehilangan Elga Al Rezna..
Sahabat yang gue rasa paling bisa buat curhat.
Entah apa yang gue lakuin, atau Entah apa yang terjadi sama dia.
Yang udah bikin dia 'sedikit' (bahasa Kia) ngejauh.
Tapi akhir-akhir ini, gue deketin lagi.
Usaha..

Malesnyaa.
Anak kelas gue, inget gue cuma buat hal yang berhubungan dengan KBM di sekolah.
Kaya nanya PR lah!
Nyontek ulangan lah!
Ngerjain tugas lah!
Dll..

Sempet nangis cuma karena hal gajelas ini.
Tapi emang sakit.
Kalo gapunya temen deket di sekolah.
Gimana sih? Rasanya sendiri di tengah kerumunan?
Ckck
Sayangnyaa juga, gue merasa tidak bisa gabung dengan anak Cibinong.
Gatau kenapa.
Tapi faktanya gitu.
Sedangkan anak-anak yang baik tuh anak Cibinong semua --"

Oia, tapi gue sedikit terbantu dengan adanya Fannisa dan Fauzi.
Yaa, bikin gue rileks dikit lah.
Jalan ama mereka asik.
Walau (pasti) gue jalan ama mereka kalo ada tugas doang..
Tapi setidaknya masih di anggap manusia (ha?)

Next.

It's about my future. my school.
Pernah mikir ga?
Kalo nyontek itu suatu kegagalan?
Buat gue sih, nyontek itu udah jadi cap kegagalan gue.
Dan gue suka bingung sama orang yang suka nyontek (apa lagi ke gue.)
Apa mereka ga sayang ortu?
Gue aja mau belajar giat (ceileeeh) karena gue selalu inget mereka.
Sebenernya..
Gue pernah gagal sebelumnya.
Dan kegagalan yang terakhir.
(sebenerny gara-gara gagal masuk smansa)
Waktu itu, gue frustasi, dan gamau keluar kamar.
Sedangkan, Nyokap Bokap lagi di depan kamar gue.
Mikir gimana bikin gue bangkit.
Tapi sambil ngeritik kegagalan gue juga.
Ga maraah. Cuma KECEWA.
Dan itu bikin gue sangat sangat menyesal.
I'm so sorry Mum, Dad :'(
(tiap inget itu, gue pasti nangis.. kaya sekaraaang..)
Tautau, Bokap gue masuk kamar dan ngegendong guee.
Tebak ngapain?
Gue di bawa ke kamar mandi dan kaki gue di celupin ke bak mandi..
--" bener-bener bikin melek!
Kejadian itulah yang bikin gue mikir buat berubah.
Makanya kalo temen SMP gue pada tau gue gimana sekarang.
Unbelieveable banget.
Fannisa ama Fariz aja ga responding kalo ada yang bilang gue rajin.
Karena gue yang dulu, bener-bener bukan gue yang sekarang.
Jadi, gue sangat tidak ingin membuat mereka kecewa.
Walau gue suka ga nurut kalo di suruh pulang cepet (tapi malah pulang malem, bahkan ga pulang)
Tapi dari lubuk hati yang paling dalam (hahaha) gue itu anak yang sangat sayang kepada orang tua :D
Pilih mana?
Rajin, Pinter, tapi suka pulang malem (positiv thinking yaa. gue cewe baik2!)
Atau
Gapernah pulang telat (pulang sekolah langsung ke rumah) tapi datar-datar aja?

*syen, kau mulai gajelas.
Ya! pokonya se-bandel bandelnya Syenit Zircon Shinoda gue tetep SAYANG sama orang tua.

Finally..
Subjek ini tak pernah ku lupakan.
Gue sangat amat super BAHAGIA with Elf :)
hahaa
Padahal awalnya mikir, kalo pacaran itu ganggu konsen gue buat belajar.
Tapi entah kenapa, sama dia engga^^
Walau ada satu hal yang bikin gue kaku berhubungan sama dia.
(bukan tentang masa lalu mu yaa elf)
but, it's about your mum and me --"
Ckck.
Gausah di bahas lah ya.
Selain itu, nothing gonna change my love for you (lagu banget)
haha You are my everything..

ai laf yuu (alaaay)
Syenit Shinoda

kadang.. abstrak itu lebih indah :')

Syenit Shinoda

:'(

think that u never keep it girl --"
i wont ask about it anymore!

Syenit Shinoda

The Beautiful of ME

Syenit Shinoda

Buat x1

Syenit Shinoda

Ingatlah Hari Ini, sing by X1 :)

Irvan :
Kawan dengarlah yang akan aku katakan
Kia :
Apa tuh?
Irvan :
Tentang dirimu selama ini
Fauzi :
Ternyata kepalamu akan slalu botak
Harry, Dika, Aldo :
Kamu kayak gorilla

Kia :
Cobalah kamu ngaca tu bibir balapan
Syenit :
Daripada gigi lu kayak kelinci
Putry :
Yang ini udah gendut, suka marah2
Elga :
Apa? Apa?
Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Kau cacing kepanasan

Elga :
Tapi ku tak peduli
Kia, Syenit, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
kau slalu di hati

Reff :
Shinta, Risna :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Slamanya rasa ini
Dwi, Senja :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Ingatlah hari ini

Manda :
Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Tara :
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Laras, Melody :
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Manda, Tara, Laras, Melody :
Ingat teman2ku

Bimas :
Don't you worry
Adrian :
just be happy
Deas, Dimass, Bagas :
Temanmu disini

Reff :
Sio, Billy :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Eki :
Slamanya rasa ini
Causa, Arya :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Irvan, Aldo, Harry :
Ingatlah hari ini

Eki, Aldo, Dimass, Bimas, Adrian :
(Beatbox)


Kia, Syenit :
Don't you worry don't be angry
Elga, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Mending happy2
Reff :
Cowo :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cewe :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini

Cewe :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cowo :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Absen 1-10 :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Absen 11-20 :
Slamanya rasa ini
Absen 21-30 :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Semua :
Ingatlah hari ini


Syenit Shinoda

iseng iseeeng

pamer dikit boleeh kali xD
Syenit Shinoda

NEW PLAGIAT

Not Important, maybe. But it disturb my mind to think that all the time. Hey bro, your girl is FREAK! I know we were in long distance, i just wanna say that i really hate your girl! She copied my post, copied my special name for you. Since the first time I met her last time, i don't like her at all. I don't wanna let you make a melancholly love with her! I HATE HER! Guess what? If you still love her, i never want to be your sister anymore, even wont know you!

Syenit Shinoda

SX

My CRAZY DRIVER always make a CRAZY HEARTBEAT

Syenit Shinoda

Semoga deh!

People that don't know me think I'm shy.
People that do know me wish I were.

gue banget!

Don't keep running back to the one person that you need to walk away from.

no title

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Circle of Love

If you love someone put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken but circles go on forever!

My Feel Today

i really get my life in my new school, but i lost my self on it.

Syenit Shinoda

NEVER

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

26

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

Life is Better

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.

GIRL

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Best Quote :)

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Cuma x1 Yang Punya

LOUD OF LAUGH !

Syenit Shinoda

Got The Right Way

ga semua orang bisa bikin sayang jadi sebuah hubungan. gue ga ada maksud mainin dia, ga ada maksud manfaatin dia. tapi yang salah emang gue. masih ga ngerti diri gue sendiri. masih ga nyadar kalo diri gue tuh belum siap lagi buat yang namanya pacaran. gue gabiasa di ikutin, gabiasa di smsin terus2an, apalagi di telfonin zzzzz ah i hate that..

jujur aja gue ga nyangka respon dia segitu segernya ckck -____-
tapi baguslah, ga bikin gue keseret2 hati, ga tega ngeliat dia sakit di pegatin. tapi ternyata valdi malah tenang di pegatin (wah, good news nih buat para fans valdi hahaa).

dan di saat yang tepat, kaka gue sms gini :
" manusia ditakdirkan untuk melakukan kesalahan, tapi manusia juga ditakdirkan untuk membenahin diri dari kesalahan. sejauh apapun langkah kaki yang salah, selalu ada waktu untuk merubah arah, dan selalu ada jalan untuk kembali pulang."

ya. i think that's true.. yang jelas gue gamau maksa diri lagi (maafin syenit yaa my self, hilap uraaang, hilaaap) hahahaa. sekarang gue pengen bahagia ama temen temen aja. main sama elga, fokus DML, tetep belajar jago ngitung di KIR MATE, main2 komputer hardware di IT CLUB. daan jadi diri sendiri di OSIS (cuek maksudnya hahaa)

ya cukup lah. i wanna make my life just like what i want.

Syenit Shinoda

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Quotes

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love, but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward, nor tarries with yesterday.
Kahlil Gibran

Celebrate all the things you don't like about yourself - love yourself.
Lady Gaga

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Photo with Sisters Again^^ (retouch)

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Glee Cast - Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world

Syenit Shinoda

With My Young Sister

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Dan ini maksudnya apa?

Hahahha. mantepnyooo ade gueee xD

Cerita sebenernya : ade gue mau bikin tanda 'peace' tapi yang satu lagi belum lurus bener haha

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Organisasi lagi :)

Akhirnyaa, gue memilih untuk ikut OSIS lagi di YPHB. hahaha awalnya ragu, tapi berhubung ada Kia ama Putry jadi gue coba dulu, dan ternyata hasilnya ga buruk buruk banget. I'm so glad to recognize person like Ka Naufal, Ka Nabil, Ka Jodi, Ka Nadia, Ka Citra, Ka Renren, Ka Intan, Ca, Ce, Vina, Son (gatau nulis nama dia yg bner gimana zzz), and many more. I hope i can love them deeply :)

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Foto @BNR

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From Kia Wall Post

I don't know it's me or not, but i like it.

"I am not a good lover. I mess up. I start fights. I get jealous easily. I am demanding. and I always get mad. But there are three things i do love about my self : I don't play, I give my all, and I love deeply"

and this one is good too

"Galileo : Great Mind

Einstein : Genious Mind

Newton : Extraordinary Mind

Bill Gates : Brilliant Mind

Me : Master Mind

You : Always On My Mind"

And the last one too

Dear Diary, 

I saw him passing my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and great him. but it's feel so awkward. so I looked the other way. Besides, he's the star of basketball team. He'll never notice a geek like me.

Dear Diary, 

I passed by the corridor. and I saw a pretty smart girl I usually sit with during Chemistry. I tried to smile at her. but she looked the other way. Besides, i am just a guy who could shoot some hoops while she's the pretty honor student. She'll never like a guy like me.

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Cover ?

I wont see him from the cover, but what can i do? his cover was amazing haha x)

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Miss My -FAMOUS

Gue tersentuh banget ama notenya Haris Ramdhani mungkin gue gatau ini bikinan dia asli ato copas dari web lain, yang jelas gue tersentuh.

Long time no see.I feel so strange without you all .I hope we will meet again. :'(

There are places I remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends  I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life  I've loved them all.

Haha sesaat gue inget banget sama poster yang gue bikin khusus buat mereka.

Kita ber-DUA PULUH ENAM (angka kesayangan gue). Yang selalu bertarung buat sebuah trophy 2meter, didalam dan di luar bogor. Huahaha. Dengan almamater coklat dan hitam kebanggaan.

Syenit, Dinda, Savira, Ayu, Sinthya, Icha, Hani, Dewi, Yolan, Kadek, Rosdyana, Raras, Mufida. Lutfi, Dimas, Haris, Sadam, Danar, Damar, Hafiz, Teguh, Ahmed, Nadhif, Gusto, Irfan, Iqbal. :)

We Are 30th SCOUT SEVEN with KILLER COBRA and POISON ROSE.

Hahaha. kangen elo semuaa guys girls !

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Ternyataa

Sekedar pengetahuan kecil. Ternyata sifat itu emang wajib jadi prioritas UTAMA untuk jadi alasan menyukai seseorang HAHAHA. banyak orang yang tampang oke tapi sifat buruk. Mari kita hindari kesalahan memilih teman ato pun pacar hahaha

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I want to make my Dad know that I ...

Dad, I think i couldn't being a doctor !

I hate to make you dissapointed, but I have to say it to you.

I know, there are much benefit if i can be a doctor.

But, if when i have my graduate from my high school, and still there are math test for medical faculty, i will find another to try. I still can undertake if I just need to learn about Biology, Physic, and Chemistry.

And for math, i didn't promise yet.

Sorry Dad, I just think to be a broadcaster in my future.
I'm study hard for they both.
Hope we can get the best result for my future :)

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Manjat Pager Rumah

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xO

ARRGH! Betebetebetebete!
GUE BETE KALO INGET BESOK GUE GABISA BAWA MP4!!
Gue tau sekolah gue emang disiplin ketat, gaboleh bawa hape kamera, dateng gaboleh telat, peraturannya se abrek, tapi harusnya sedikit ngertiin perasaan anak muda. Sedikit aja.
Masa gaboleh bawa (baca yang bener) BAWA MP4 ? cuma bawa doang padahal. Gue kan anak baik2, gapernah dengerin lagu pas KBM, lagian kalo dengerin juga ketauan kan, jelas2 rambut gue di iket mulu. Haduh AING MAH DEUH. I CAN'T LET MY DAY WITHOUT MUSIC! APALAGI KALO LAGI SENDIRI! YANG ADA GUE FRUSTASI. huaaaaaa!!

Oh GOD, bikin gue ga punya perasaan apa2. Supaya gue ga frustasi sendiri di perjalanan menuju sekolah dan dari sekolah . AMIN!

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Tentang Ade Gue

Gue tuh jarang dirumah. Jarang pula ngobrol ama orang rumah. Gue keluar kamar cuma kalo mau ke kamar mandi, makan, main komputer, dan ngambil barang yg ada di luar kamar gue. Bisa di bilang gue tuh penyendiri banget. Gue punya ade dua, Shedwi ama Sheviolita. Dan jujur aja gue ga deket ama keduanya. Tapi mereka masih suka manggil gue. Hahaha intinya mah keadaan gue masih di respon ama mereka, walau gue jarang ngrespon keadaan mereka. Gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang. Hahaha (so sweet amat gue ngomong gini). Ya pokonya gitu, gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang! Jangan tanya alesannya!

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Gue Jadi Hantu NEW

Bisa di katakan ini saya dan fans saya :) begitu ganti kostum langsung di ajak foto bareng ckck, jadi malu hahha. Ini belum di make up, nanti di upload lagi foto gue waktu di make up jadi hantu

HUAHAHAHA

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Wajah Bahagia Pemain ISYARAT :D

WUAH MANTAP GAN. TUNGGU FILM ISYARAT DI BIOSKOP KESAYANGAN ANDA!

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Gue Jadi Hantu

Ini foto gue meranin hantu di film Isyarat :D
mukanya ga terlalu jelas, hem, ntar foto lagi deh

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x-1 in love

Adzkia Andriani : Single
Aldo Daifullah : In a Relationship with Meisya Mariska


Dwi Anjar Pramesti : Single
Farisio Nadhilsyah : In a Relationship with R. Aulia Edvani Putri
Nendang Dwi Senja : Single
Shinta Nurmala Sari : In a Relationship
Niken Pratiwi : Single
Elga Al Rezna : Single
Ananda Yuliarti : Single
Amanda Auliana : Single
Irvan Qomaruzzaman : In a Relationship with Silvana Fransisca
Sari Nurhasanah : Single
Taramila Athina : In a Relationship with Fajar Saputra
Billy Rizky : In a Relationship with Ayu Pertiwi
Ris Imam Nur Adrian : Single
Causa Dwiky Reyhan : Single
Bagaskara Hadjar Putera : Single
Fauzi Sabil : In a Relationship with Fannisa Rahma Haqqi
Harry Tri Saputra : Single
Dimass Kurniawan : Single
Bimaswara : In a Relationship with Lyanna Beembo
Muhamad Zikri : Single
Laras Andara : Single
Melody Imani : In a Relationship with Audry Prianda
Arya Ardyansyah : Single
Putry Isti : Single
Deaz Armywan : In a Relationship
Risna Farida : Single
Firmansyah Patriandika : In a Relationship

Dan gue sendiri : SINGLE ! hahahaha oh engga deng, gua mah Open Relationship xD~ hahha

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FREAK

Anjiiiirr, what is that , HAH? Lady Monster, rite? wkwkwk

I hate it

But i didn't have any reason, why i upload it to my post ckck

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Complicated

It's has been a long time since i felt falling in love with someone.
And... I think it will be difficult for me to re-adapt.
I'm so happy when i felt it, but i got mad to my self if i felt i can't get your love.
You are so amazing, charming, kind..
I should not get fall from you. Because you're too fancy for me.
And I....... nothing.

My tears feels besieging, it can fall anytime when i realize you're too precious to a girl like me.
My heart feels hardly beating, when i saw you talking to another girl.
Maybe it is too excessive, but i'm mess if you see them.
I want you focus with me.
I want to have your love.
I want to spent my time beside you.
I want you.
I like you.
I love you.
I need you.
Grab my heart, then don't let it go, ever after :D

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Follow Them

I want to try to Follow my youngest Aunt and my Cousin
who have a Boyfriend which wearing Glasses xD~ hahahahaa
doakan saya^^

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My Daddy - My Youngest Sister

Bokap gue ngegedong ade gue ke depan pintu..

Daddy : Caca, gaboleh takut dong, anak bapak gaboleh takut. Ayo keluar, kita liat.
Ade gue : Liat apa?
Daddy : Liat hantu.

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Dapet dari Blog Orang

what i like in a guy? highlights the texts that you like!

1. brown hair | black hair | blonde hair | red hair

2. tall | short | same height as you

3. ear piercings | eyebrow piercings | snake bites | no piercings | other

4. tattoos | no tattoos | idgaf

5. skater | punk | player | indie | cowboy | musician | prep | jock | other

6. shy | outgoing | in between

7. mellow | hyper | loud | quiet

8. blue eyes | brown eyes | green eyes (grey eyes)

9. wears tight jeans | wears normal jeans | other

10. converse | vans | nikes | skate shoes | other

11. listens to: metal | rap | indie | classic rock | country |all | other

12. compliments too much | compliments when necessary

13. jokes around all the time | jokes when necessary

14. sensitive | hides emotion | acts tough

15. hobbies: computer | music | skating | sports |drawing | fishing | other

16. loves to hold | loves to be held

17. tons of muscles | fit | skinny | chubby

18. pale | average | tan | dark

19. cusses a lot | never cusses | moderatly cusses | only cusses around friends | who even 

gives a fuck

20. wavy hair | curly hair | straight hair | long hair | longish hair | short hair

No 19 ga gue isi, soalnya ga ngerti apa maksudnya hahaa xD~

so, what do you like in a guy? copy this and blog this!

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See My Nephew Man!

Is he cute? His Name is Jason :)

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Full Colours of Mine

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Doodle's Mad

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Kemaren Malem

 

dan gue gatau maksud foto dibawah apa. Hahaha. peace

 
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Fact

Percakan gue dan my lovely dad.

Bokap : "kamu tuh ngapain sih internetan ampe malem mulu?"
Gue : "Browsing"
Bokap : "Internetan tuh yang penting penting aja!"
Gue : "Hmm" (dalem hati "lah, ini penting ko, kalau gada internet gue bisa ngamuk terus di kamar gara2 di pojokin nyokap ma ade2 gue :P" )

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First Time I met Them (X-1)

 Haha geli juga kalo di inget inget, padahal baru dua bulan yang lalu.
Pas pembagian kelas, gue duduk deket Elga dan kawan kawannya (Dyna, Rani). Dan berharap bisa sekelas bareng seorang diantara mereka, gue gamau nyasar sendiri. Gue kan ga kenal siapa siapa disini, anak SMP 7 cuma 7 orang, gue, Fannisa, Fariz, Aini, Syifa, Fahri, ama ..... ada lah satu lagi gue gatau namanya. Mungkin kah gue seberuntung itu bisa sekelas ama salah satu dari 6 orang itu? just WONDERING : bisa sekelas lagi ama Fariz xD~ hahaha.
Awalnya feeling gue mengatakan :
halaaah, paling gue dapet kelas kelas akhir, dari dulu kan gitu, apa gue bakal sekelas ama orang orang aneh yang terlalu niat belajar dan itu bakal bikin gue terpuruk menjadi anak paling males di kelas. dan pastinya gue bakal mulai semuanya (repeat) SEMUANYA dari awal. Ouh gosh, pasrah deh.

tapi ternyataa... Gue disebut di kelas pertama, ALHAMDULILLAH!!! udah gitu gue sekelas ama ELGA :) hii, dan sekelas pula ama Fauzi (dulu gue selalu berfikir deket ama fauzi adalah hal terburuk, hahhaa entah kenapa. Dan mulai berimajinasi kalo yang sekelas ama gue tuh bukan fauzi, tapi fariz -__- zero result)

Udah tuh, trus gue denger Fariz masuk X-3, dan Fannisa X-5. Cuma mereka berdua yang menurut gue penting buat gue ketahui kelasnya saat itu :D hehe. maklum lah~
Terus kita ngumpul di kelas, dan mulai lah gue cap diri gue sebagai anak WAJIB RAJIN. hhaaha. pas liat ke kanan ada si Dwi ^^ temen SD dulu Dwi Anjar Pramesti. bagus bagus, jadi gue ga mulai dari nol banget.
Pemilihan pengurus kelas, entahlah.. gue males sejujurnya, tapi gue juga gamau jadi orang yang ga penting di kelas, justru diem itu bikin riweh, i guess. Jadilah gue salah satu kandidat ketua kelas, pemilihan bla bla bla, gue malah jadi sekertaris -_______- sesuatu yang paling gue hindari. HEM. tapi inget, WAJIB RAJIN. so, i fake a smile then do my job.

Seminggu berjalan, ada satu anak yang belum masuk masuk, namanya ALDO DAIFULLAH. Jujur aja gue penasaran kaya gimana tampang si Aldo ini. Karena kesan pertama gue ke anak anak yang lain udah "FREAK" jadi gue berharap semoga orang yang satu ini beda dari yang lain. Semoga cowo normal yang ga mena mena. HAHAHAHA. Gue juga R I S I H ! Liat si Eki -_- sebel banget lah pokonya liat tuh anak. Dia juga ngeliat gue kaya yang gasuka. EUGH.

Pas Aldo masuk, masih tampang culun tea. Hahaha. aneh sih liat dia, tapi sifat culun dia (dulu yee) masih gue anggep normal. Seiring waktu, masih banyak anak anak yang dispen paskib. Tapi justru yang paskib yang paling gue apal namanya. soalnya tiap mereka dispen, pasti bilang Syenit gue dispen ya, again - again - and again. haha. Apalagi si Tara. ALWAYS dia mah.

 Sehari sebelum 'cucurak' kita foto-foto tuh. Dan (JUJUR) baru si situ gue ngerasain asiknya kelas X-1 :*
dan ga pernah nyesel di tempatin di kelas biologi ini. Baru lah juga gue sadar, pas hari pembagian kelas itu gue lagi sangat sangat sangat beruntung :)

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I'm in RED

 semua orang bisa marah kan?
hm. JELAS. walau sebernernya gue bener2 gamau marah.
tapi gue mau nyadarin lu dari ke khilafan lu.

ga penting banget kalo gue punya masalah apa lagi dikira suka ama cowo orang
ga banget hey!

ujung-ujungan gue juga yang dibikin bingung.
cowo lu tuh temen gue, temen kerja gue.
gue harus mertahanin dia buat masa depan program.
tapi gara gara lu apa yang seharusnya bisa gue lakuin jadi ketahan.

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Devil Mode On

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READ!

DEMI ALLAH, DEMI RASULULLAH

GUE GA PERNAH MAU KETEMU AMA ORANG KAYA LU.

GANGGU IMAN.

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Bocah

Ce ka ce ka.
Anak zaman sekarang songongnya bukan main.
Masih bagus gue minta maaf. Malah ngajak ribut.
Kalo lu bukan cewe temen gue udah gue gibeeng deh lo. haha

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@LIA today

Feeling emang kadang bener. Akhirnya gue, fanisa, ma fariz kepisah jadwal tes presentasi.
Di awali dari absen Fariz, he got the last day . wowowow.. then, me got the second day. oh no, i'm test in Fariz's birthdaay! last, fannisa got the first day. hahaaha.
tapi anehnya, dyah ma tio yang kepisah ruangan ama gue, malah dapet tes di hari yang sama yeyeyey..
udah jodoh kali ya?
ckck.

yang penting bukan waktunya, tapi kesiapannya ;) keep fight all!

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Manusia

ga pernah puas dengan semua yang ada

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Sabtu, 28 Agustus 2010

And we're done..

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New Journal Doc

Screen Capture Version :)

 asli karya gue :P
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Cucol Again :D

Dimulai daritadi pagi, gue bangun kesiangan, lanjut nyampe skolah yang baru sadar kalo kunci motor nyokap kebawa d saku rok gue. Udah gitu, presentasi TIK yang bener2 spontan (tapi alhamdulillah dapet 90).
Dan pulang sekolah ngeliatin Eki, Fauzi, Rianta, ma Ikram melakukan percakapan bodoh -.-"
Akhir-akhir ini gue pusing, mungkin karena kurang energi, makan dikit, pas buka minum air segelas aja udah bikin ga nafsu makan (oke gausah dibahas).
Mungkin stupidly-nya, sekarang gue gapernah mikir panjang kalo mutusin sesuatu. Ce ka ce ka, akhirnya gue yang bikin semuanya tambah rumit. Begonya gue malah nangis HAHAHAHA. jadi pengen ngakak.
Hmm, should i mad to something that unhappen? (halah belepotan)
it's just make a trouble..

Uhh, i'm so sorry dolphin!!! ckck
Gue lupa ama pesen lu, nyesel deh -.-"

*****************
Gue ga peduli apa yang orang bilang tentang lu.
Gue juga ga peduli lu masih sayang ato ga.
Tapi perasaan gue masih sama kaya sebulan yang lalu, bahkan 6 bulan yang lalu :)

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Cucol About Ekskul :)

Singkat aja sih.
Gue cuma mau bilang gua ikut 3 ekskul di SMA PLUS YPHB.
Dan kayanya bakal aktif di semuanya.
1. DML (Digital Multimedia Lab) : Gue masuk DML bagian DL/ Design & IT soalnya ini tuh gue banget. Hahaha, as we know, gue tuh suka ama yang namanya ngedit foto, vidio, ampe audio, disini gua bisa belajar banyak tentang itu semua, walau ini IT tapi kita juga di ajarin tehnik Photography-nya :) jadi selain bisa jago IT gue juga gakan kuper ama yang namanya Photography. Sekarang masih di tingkat Basic, dan lagi menjalankan program Cinematography, bikin film gitu, yang di mulai dari genre Horor, di sesi ini gue di tunjuk sebagai Sutradara, doakan saya^^.

2. KIR Matematika : Aneh sebenernya kalo denger gua ikutan sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan matematika, karena gua minim di matematika, nah itu lah alesan kenapa gue ikutan KIR Matematika ini, gue gamau nilai math gue selalu di bawah, dan menurut gue yang gue butuhin itu belajar banyak / latian soal soal math sesering mungkin, dan i believe, inilah jawabannya. Ngumpul baru sekali tadi, tapi gue udah di utus buat jadi ketua KIR Matematika. hahaha, Kata Pak Syamsul Guru Matematika + Pembina Ekskul KIR Matematika ini bilang kalau gue bisa di asah otak mathnya, jadi gaboleh ngdown mulu, lagian gue juga sekalian latihan organisasi lagi, berhubung ini angkatan pertama, jadi gue itu ketua pertama di ekskul ini, jadi gue mau memerdekakan KIR MATEMATIKA di SMA PLUS YPHB :) hoho, sekali lagi doakan saya.

3. Komunitas Komputer : Gajauh emang ama DML, namun ini lebih menyeluruh, kalo di DML kan tehnik2 gitu, disini seluruhnya di bahas (mungkin). Belum pernah ngumpul, soalnya emang baru di buat. Tapi gue juga yakin gue bisa betah disini secara anak kelas X-1 banyak yang ikutan, udah gitu ada Fariz Fahrizal juga (haha, apa hubungannya coba?) dan sekali lagi ini bersangkutan dengan IT, so I'll like it so much.

Tiga ekskul ini bisa bikin gue sibuk, dan cape, i guess. Belum lagi kalo emang gua jadi ikut OSIS. -__- gue ga pengen banget sih, tapi pengen (loh?) disuruh bokap juga ikutan OSIS. Hem, entahlah gimana jadinya. Tapi pembelajaran DML kan cuma di kelas X doank. Kalau kelas XI ma XII nya bantu ngajar2 gitu, kalau emang lulus 3 grade. Jadi Insya Allah gue sanggup deh nambahin kegiatan ke-4 buat OSIS kalau emang nanti gue di terima. Hoho

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Family

Gue punya 2 keluarga, satu dari bokap, satu dari nyokap.
BIG FAMILY, i think.
Tapi (jujur aja deh), gua suka iri liat si Freak Family. Hahaha.
Semuanya saling peduli, kehangatan keluarganya keliatan banget.
Ga berarti keluarga gua ga pada saling peduli. Cuma kurang...

Di Bogor, keluarga gua ada satu, yang dari bokap. Ga terlalu deket, soalnya semuanya punya kesibukan masing-masing. -_- keluarga dari nyokap tinggalnya di luar Bogor semua. Jarang ngumpul, bahkan kalo lebaran, ga semua ngumpul. Ntar kalo ketemu lagi, tiba-tiba gua udah kuliah aja. Hmm.
Mungkin gua punya istilah baru, keluarga individu. hahaha.
Hey, Freak Family (ga maksud bilang Freak jga sih buat nih family, cuma iseng ajaa. gara2 salah satu anggotanya suka bilang gua Syenit Stupid x3) kalian harus bersyukur punya sodara yang deket satu sama lain. Hear me, gue kalo ngumpul keluarga, gakan bisa langsung sedeket kalian. Pasti harus ada waktu beradaptasi, and I HATE THAT!

I REALLY MISS WITH MY FAMILY x'D~

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x@

Lu gatau apa apa!
Yang lu tau cuma masalah lu, masalah lu, dan masalah lu!
Siapa yang bilang gua gapunya masalah?
Hah?
Tiap gua tanya lu ga pernah mau ngomong.
Gua tau lu sibuk. Tapi yang sibuk bukan lu doank. Gua juga!
Apa pernah gua lupa ama lu? Ga. Walau ga tiap waktu gua sms lu.
Apa pernah sms lu ga gua bales? Gapernah.
Apa pernah gua marah ama lu? Ya, tapi gapernah gua tunjukin semua itu.
Apa pernah gua nyusahin lu? Nge-judge lu? Ngasih aturan ke lu supaya gaboleh ini itu?
Jawabannya GUA GAPERNAH!
Gua ga bisa maksa lu buat jadi apa yang gua mau, jelas.
Tapi gua cuma minta lu belajar menghargai orang.

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