alreadysawtherealyou

Actually, i don't understand what was wrong with him.
Perlu di tanya ga ya? Gue rasa gausah -_-
Orang udah jelas ko, secara di umbar umbar gitu.

Jadi yah, ask me, please!
Am i sad? No!
Okay.. A little, BUT....

just like Beyonce's Song :

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must’ve been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I’m so over you
So baby good lookin’ out
 
I wanted you bad
I’m so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I’m gon’ always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now 

(Best Thing I Never Had - Beyonce Knowles)

Or maybe..

Tell me her name, I want to know, the way she looks, and where you go, I need to see her face, I need to undrstand, Why you and I came to an end  
(Broken Vow - Josh Groban)

CRAAAAP!!! Finding my self just like someone who hurted so bad -______-
*skip*

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more? Gosh -_- whats wrong with me? *take a deep breath* BUT, ok, i can realize that crying can't change everything.. I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go. AND We can't see the bad side only, of course. Because there are always two sides in each event :)

Big THANKS, big HUG, big KISS, dan apa pun yang big-big buat 'Her' yang udah bantu gue nemuin jalan yang LAIN *ehm* , and for earth, nature and all its inherent that make me feel the COLD right now. ^^ btw, ujannya kurang deres kalo emang ini di rancang buat jadi background kesedihan gue *Craaap!! hahahaha*


Ya cukup lah. Kalo di lanjutin makin ngawur kayanya :/

Syenit Shinoda