ga semua orang bisa bikin sayang jadi sebuah hubungan. gue ga ada maksud mainin dia, ga ada maksud manfaatin dia. tapi yang salah emang gue. masih ga ngerti diri gue sendiri. masih ga nyadar kalo diri gue tuh belum siap lagi buat yang namanya pacaran. gue gabiasa di ikutin, gabiasa di smsin terus2an, apalagi di telfonin zzzzz ah i hate that..
jujur aja gue ga nyangka respon dia segitu segernya ckck -____-
tapi baguslah, ga bikin gue keseret2 hati, ga tega ngeliat dia sakit di pegatin. tapi ternyata valdi malah tenang di pegatin (wah, good news nih buat para fans valdi hahaa).
dan di saat yang tepat, kaka gue sms gini :
" manusia ditakdirkan untuk melakukan kesalahan, tapi manusia juga ditakdirkan untuk membenahin diri dari kesalahan. sejauh apapun langkah kaki yang salah, selalu ada waktu untuk merubah arah, dan selalu ada jalan untuk kembali pulang."
ya. i think that's true.. yang jelas gue gamau maksa diri lagi (maafin syenit yaa my self, hilap uraaang, hilaaap) hahahaa. sekarang gue pengen bahagia ama temen temen aja. main sama elga, fokus DML, tetep belajar jago ngitung di KIR MATE, main2 komputer hardware di IT CLUB. daan jadi diri sendiri di OSIS (cuek maksudnya hahaa)
ya cukup lah. i wanna make my life just like what i want.
Syenit Shinoda
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
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Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
Quotes
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love, but not your thoughts.
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward, nor tarries with yesterday.
Kahlil Gibran
Celebrate all the things you don't like about yourself - love yourself.
Lady Gaga
Syenit Shinoda
Glee Cast - Taking Chances
Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.
You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world
Syenit Shinoda
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.
You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world
Syenit Shinoda
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Dan ini maksudnya apa?
Hahahha. mantepnyooo ade gueee xD
Cerita sebenernya : ade gue mau bikin tanda 'peace' tapi yang satu lagi belum lurus bener haha
Syenit Shinoda
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Organisasi lagi :)
Akhirnyaa, gue memilih untuk ikut OSIS lagi di YPHB. hahaha awalnya ragu, tapi berhubung ada Kia ama Putry jadi gue coba dulu, dan ternyata hasilnya ga buruk buruk banget. I'm so glad to recognize person like Ka Naufal, Ka Nabil, Ka Jodi, Ka Nadia, Ka Citra, Ka Renren, Ka Intan, Ca, Ce, Vina, Son (gatau nulis nama dia yg bner gimana zzz), and many more. I hope i can love them deeply :)
Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
From Kia Wall Post
I don't know it's me or not, but i like it.
And the last one too
Syenit Shinoda
"I am not a good lover. I mess up. I start fights. I get jealous easily. I am demanding. and I always get mad. But there are three things i do love about my self : I don't play, I give my all, and I love deeply"and this one is good too
"Galileo : Great Mind
Einstein : Genious Mind
Newton : Extraordinary Mind
Bill Gates : Brilliant Mind
Me : Master Mind
You : Always On My Mind"
And the last one too
Dear Diary,
I saw him passing my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and great him. but it's feel so awkward. so I looked the other way. Besides, he's the star of basketball team. He'll never notice a geek like me.
Dear Diary,
I passed by the corridor. and I saw a pretty smart girl I usually sit with during Chemistry. I tried to smile at her. but she looked the other way. Besides, i am just a guy who could shoot some hoops while she's the pretty honor student. She'll never like a guy like me.
Syenit Shinoda
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Cover ?
I wont see him from the cover, but what can i do? his cover was amazing haha x)
Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Miss My -FAMOUS
Gue tersentuh banget ama notenya Haris Ramdhani mungkin gue gatau ini bikinan dia asli ato copas dari web lain, yang jelas gue tersentuh.
Syenit Shinoda
Long time no see.I feel so strange without you all .I hope we will meet again. :'(
There are places I remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I've loved them all.
Haha sesaat gue inget banget sama poster yang gue bikin khusus buat mereka.
Kita ber-DUA PULUH ENAM (angka kesayangan gue). Yang selalu bertarung buat sebuah trophy 2meter, didalam dan di luar bogor. Huahaha. Dengan almamater coklat dan hitam kebanggaan.
Syenit, Dinda, Savira, Ayu, Sinthya, Icha, Hani, Dewi, Yolan, Kadek, Rosdyana, Raras, Mufida. Lutfi, Dimas, Haris, Sadam, Danar, Damar, Hafiz, Teguh, Ahmed, Nadhif, Gusto, Irfan, Iqbal. :)
We Are 30th SCOUT SEVEN with KILLER COBRA and POISON ROSE.
Hahaha. kangen elo semuaa guys girls !
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Ternyataa
Sekedar pengetahuan kecil. Ternyata sifat itu emang wajib jadi prioritas UTAMA untuk jadi alasan menyukai seseorang HAHAHA. banyak orang yang tampang oke tapi sifat buruk. Mari kita hindari kesalahan memilih teman ato pun pacar hahaha
Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
Thursday, October 21, 2010
I want to make my Dad know that I ...
Dad, I think i couldn't being a doctor !
I hate to make you dissapointed, but I have to say it to you.
I know, there are much benefit if i can be a doctor.
But, if when i have my graduate from my high school, and still there are math test for medical faculty, i will find another to try. I still can undertake if I just need to learn about Biology, Physic, and Chemistry.
And for math, i didn't promise yet.
Sorry Dad, I just think to be a broadcaster in my future.
I'm study hard for they both.
Hope we can get the best result for my future :)
Syenit Shinoda
Sorry Dad, I just think to be a broadcaster in my future.
I'm study hard for they both.
Hope we can get the best result for my future :)
Syenit Shinoda
Monday, October 18, 2010
xO
ARRGH! Betebetebetebete!
GUE BETE KALO INGET BESOK GUE GABISA BAWA MP4!!
Gue tau sekolah gue emang disiplin ketat, gaboleh bawa hape kamera, dateng gaboleh telat, peraturannya se abrek, tapi harusnya sedikit ngertiin perasaan anak muda. Sedikit aja.
Masa gaboleh bawa (baca yang bener) BAWA MP4 ? cuma bawa doang padahal. Gue kan anak baik2, gapernah dengerin lagu pas KBM, lagian kalo dengerin juga ketauan kan, jelas2 rambut gue di iket mulu. Haduh AING MAH DEUH. I CAN'T LET MY DAY WITHOUT MUSIC! APALAGI KALO LAGI SENDIRI! YANG ADA GUE FRUSTASI. huaaaaaa!!
Oh GOD, bikin gue ga punya perasaan apa2. Supaya gue ga frustasi sendiri di perjalanan menuju sekolah dan dari sekolah . AMIN!
Syenit Shinoda
GUE BETE KALO INGET BESOK GUE GABISA BAWA MP4!!
Gue tau sekolah gue emang disiplin ketat, gaboleh bawa hape kamera, dateng gaboleh telat, peraturannya se abrek, tapi harusnya sedikit ngertiin perasaan anak muda. Sedikit aja.
Masa gaboleh bawa (baca yang bener) BAWA MP4 ? cuma bawa doang padahal. Gue kan anak baik2, gapernah dengerin lagu pas KBM, lagian kalo dengerin juga ketauan kan, jelas2 rambut gue di iket mulu. Haduh AING MAH DEUH. I CAN'T LET MY DAY WITHOUT MUSIC! APALAGI KALO LAGI SENDIRI! YANG ADA GUE FRUSTASI. huaaaaaa!!
Oh GOD, bikin gue ga punya perasaan apa2. Supaya gue ga frustasi sendiri di perjalanan menuju sekolah dan dari sekolah . AMIN!
Syenit Shinoda
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Tentang Ade Gue
Gue tuh jarang dirumah. Jarang pula ngobrol ama orang rumah. Gue keluar kamar cuma kalo mau ke kamar mandi, makan, main komputer, dan ngambil barang yg ada di luar kamar gue. Bisa di bilang gue tuh penyendiri banget. Gue punya ade dua, Shedwi ama Sheviolita. Dan jujur aja gue ga deket ama keduanya. Tapi mereka masih suka manggil gue. Hahaha intinya mah keadaan gue masih di respon ama mereka, walau gue jarang ngrespon keadaan mereka. Gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang. Hahaha (so sweet amat gue ngomong gini). Ya pokonya gitu, gue cuek bukan berarti ga sayang! Jangan tanya alesannya!
Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Gue Jadi Hantu NEW
Bisa di katakan ini saya dan fans saya :) begitu ganti kostum langsung di ajak foto bareng ckck, jadi malu hahha. Ini belum di make up, nanti di upload lagi foto gue waktu di make up jadi hantu
HUAHAHAHA
Syenit Shinoda
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Thursday, October 07, 2010
Gue Jadi Hantu
Ini foto gue meranin hantu di film Isyarat :D
mukanya ga terlalu jelas, hem, ntar foto lagi deh
Syenit Shinoda
mukanya ga terlalu jelas, hem, ntar foto lagi deh
Syenit Shinoda
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