Bikin ELF kaget :P hahaha
Syenit Shinoda
Thursday, December 16, 2010
It Will Be Fine.
Gue baru nyadar, (bener-bener baru nyadar). bedanya SMA dan SMP *gapenting ya?
Susah buat gue ngadepinnya.
Disini lah, waktu, dimana gue bener-bener harus milih..
Antara yang benar dan salah.
Antara sedih dan senang
Antara cape dan santai
For the beginning..
Sempet mikir kalo gue gagal.
Bukan gagal dapetin masa depan yang cerah (ha?)
Tapi gagal, dapetin temen pengganti..
Sempet mikir buat pindah sekolah.
Tapi YPHB emang gue banget 'Belajarnya'
Untuk bersenang-senang, gue masih harus mikir dua kali.
Believe it or not.
Gue kehilangan Billy dan Yughfar. (gaperlu di sensor kayanya)
Dua cowo yang awalnya bisa jadi 'Sahabat' gue.
Tapi hilang, cuma karena masalah cewe. --"
Gatau apa yang salah dari gue, yang jelas cewe mereka heboh marah ama gue.
Terakhir kali gue deket sama mereka, sebelum libur puasa.
Anehnya, abis Lebaran bukannya makin deket, malah makin jauh.
Ckck..
Tampang luar gua biasa.
Tapi aslinya.. sakit banget.
Udah terlalu percaya dan klop ama mereka, tapi ilang gitu aja.
Skip that.
Gue ikut OSIS. Ya, keterima tanpa ikut LDK.
How a great news..
Tapi... ga nge'klik' (bahasa Cau) ke guenya.
Ketuanya ga kenal ama gue (tau sih, cuma gitu weeh).
Bukannya mau jadi orang penting.
Tapi, gue paling gabisa gabung di suatu organisasi tanpa diberi 'Kepercayaan'.
Then..
Gue hampir kehilangan Elga Al Rezna..
Sahabat yang gue rasa paling bisa buat curhat.
Entah apa yang gue lakuin, atau Entah apa yang terjadi sama dia.
Yang udah bikin dia 'sedikit' (bahasa Kia) ngejauh.
Tapi akhir-akhir ini, gue deketin lagi.
Usaha..
Malesnyaa.
Anak kelas gue, inget gue cuma buat hal yang berhubungan dengan KBM di sekolah.
Kaya nanya PR lah!
Nyontek ulangan lah!
Ngerjain tugas lah!
Dll..
Sempet nangis cuma karena hal gajelas ini.
Tapi emang sakit.
Kalo gapunya temen deket di sekolah.
Gimana sih? Rasanya sendiri di tengah kerumunan?
Ckck
Sayangnyaa juga, gue merasa tidak bisa gabung dengan anak Cibinong.
Gatau kenapa.
Tapi faktanya gitu.
Sedangkan anak-anak yang baik tuh anak Cibinong semua --"
Oia, tapi gue sedikit terbantu dengan adanya Fannisa dan Fauzi.
Yaa, bikin gue rileks dikit lah.
Jalan ama mereka asik.
Walau (pasti) gue jalan ama mereka kalo ada tugas doang..
Tapi setidaknya masih di anggap manusia (ha?)
Next.
It's about my future. my school.
Pernah mikir ga?
Kalo nyontek itu suatu kegagalan?
Buat gue sih, nyontek itu udah jadi cap kegagalan gue.
Dan gue suka bingung sama orang yang suka nyontek (apa lagi ke gue.)
Apa mereka ga sayang ortu?
Gue aja mau belajar giat (ceileeeh) karena gue selalu inget mereka.
Sebenernya..
Gue pernah gagal sebelumnya.
Dan kegagalan yang terakhir.
(sebenerny gara-gara gagal masuk smansa)
Waktu itu, gue frustasi, dan gamau keluar kamar.
Sedangkan, Nyokap Bokap lagi di depan kamar gue.
Mikir gimana bikin gue bangkit.
Tapi sambil ngeritik kegagalan gue juga.
Ga maraah. Cuma KECEWA.
Dan itu bikin gue sangat sangat menyesal.
I'm so sorry Mum, Dad :'(
(tiap inget itu, gue pasti nangis.. kaya sekaraaang..)
Tautau, Bokap gue masuk kamar dan ngegendong guee.
Tebak ngapain?
Gue di bawa ke kamar mandi dan kaki gue di celupin ke bak mandi..
--" bener-bener bikin melek!
Kejadian itulah yang bikin gue mikir buat berubah.
Makanya kalo temen SMP gue pada tau gue gimana sekarang.
Unbelieveable banget.
Fannisa ama Fariz aja ga responding kalo ada yang bilang gue rajin.
Karena gue yang dulu, bener-bener bukan gue yang sekarang.
Jadi, gue sangat tidak ingin membuat mereka kecewa.
Walau gue suka ga nurut kalo di suruh pulang cepet (tapi malah pulang malem, bahkan ga pulang)
Tapi dari lubuk hati yang paling dalam (hahaha) gue itu anak yang sangat sayang kepada orang tua :D
Pilih mana?
Rajin, Pinter, tapi suka pulang malem (positiv thinking yaa. gue cewe baik2!)
Atau
Gapernah pulang telat (pulang sekolah langsung ke rumah) tapi datar-datar aja?
*syen, kau mulai gajelas.
Ya! pokonya se-bandel bandelnya Syenit ZirconShinoda gue tetep SAYANG sama orang tua.
Finally..
Subjek ini tak pernah ku lupakan.
Gue sangat amat super BAHAGIA with Elf :)
hahaa
Padahal awalnya mikir, kalo pacaran itu ganggu konsen gue buat belajar.
Tapi entah kenapa, sama dia engga^^
Walau ada satu hal yang bikin gue kaku berhubungan sama dia.
(bukan tentang masa lalu mu yaa elf)
but, it's about your mum and me --"
Ckck.
Gausah di bahas lah ya.
Selain itu, nothing gonna change my love for you (lagu banget)
haha You are my everything..
ai laf yuu (alaaay)
Syenit Shinoda
Susah buat gue ngadepinnya.
Disini lah, waktu, dimana gue bener-bener harus milih..
Antara yang benar dan salah.
Antara sedih dan senang
Antara cape dan santai
For the beginning..
Sempet mikir kalo gue gagal.
Bukan gagal dapetin masa depan yang cerah (ha?)
Tapi gagal, dapetin temen pengganti..
Sempet mikir buat pindah sekolah.
Tapi YPHB emang gue banget 'Belajarnya'
Untuk bersenang-senang, gue masih harus mikir dua kali.
Believe it or not.
Gue kehilangan Billy dan Yughfar. (gaperlu di sensor kayanya)
Dua cowo yang awalnya bisa jadi 'Sahabat' gue.
Tapi hilang, cuma karena masalah cewe. --"
Gatau apa yang salah dari gue, yang jelas cewe mereka heboh marah ama gue.
Terakhir kali gue deket sama mereka, sebelum libur puasa.
Anehnya, abis Lebaran bukannya makin deket, malah makin jauh.
Ckck..
Tampang luar gua biasa.
Tapi aslinya.. sakit banget.
Udah terlalu percaya dan klop ama mereka, tapi ilang gitu aja.
Skip that.
Gue ikut OSIS. Ya, keterima tanpa ikut LDK.
How a great news..
Tapi... ga nge'klik' (bahasa Cau) ke guenya.
Ketuanya ga kenal ama gue (tau sih, cuma gitu weeh).
Bukannya mau jadi orang penting.
Tapi, gue paling gabisa gabung di suatu organisasi tanpa diberi 'Kepercayaan'.
Then..
Gue hampir kehilangan Elga Al Rezna..
Sahabat yang gue rasa paling bisa buat curhat.
Entah apa yang gue lakuin, atau Entah apa yang terjadi sama dia.
Yang udah bikin dia 'sedikit' (bahasa Kia) ngejauh.
Tapi akhir-akhir ini, gue deketin lagi.
Usaha..
Malesnyaa.
Anak kelas gue, inget gue cuma buat hal yang berhubungan dengan KBM di sekolah.
Kaya nanya PR lah!
Nyontek ulangan lah!
Ngerjain tugas lah!
Dll..
Sempet nangis cuma karena hal gajelas ini.
Tapi emang sakit.
Kalo gapunya temen deket di sekolah.
Gimana sih? Rasanya sendiri di tengah kerumunan?
Ckck
Sayangnyaa juga, gue merasa tidak bisa gabung dengan anak Cibinong.
Gatau kenapa.
Tapi faktanya gitu.
Sedangkan anak-anak yang baik tuh anak Cibinong semua --"
Oia, tapi gue sedikit terbantu dengan adanya Fannisa dan Fauzi.
Yaa, bikin gue rileks dikit lah.
Jalan ama mereka asik.
Walau (pasti) gue jalan ama mereka kalo ada tugas doang..
Tapi setidaknya masih di anggap manusia (ha?)
Next.
It's about my future. my school.
Pernah mikir ga?
Kalo nyontek itu suatu kegagalan?
Buat gue sih, nyontek itu udah jadi cap kegagalan gue.
Dan gue suka bingung sama orang yang suka nyontek (apa lagi ke gue.)
Apa mereka ga sayang ortu?
Gue aja mau belajar giat (ceileeeh) karena gue selalu inget mereka.
Sebenernya..
Gue pernah gagal sebelumnya.
Dan kegagalan yang terakhir.
(sebenerny gara-gara gagal masuk smansa)
Waktu itu, gue frustasi, dan gamau keluar kamar.
Sedangkan, Nyokap Bokap lagi di depan kamar gue.
Mikir gimana bikin gue bangkit.
Tapi sambil ngeritik kegagalan gue juga.
Ga maraah. Cuma KECEWA.
Dan itu bikin gue sangat sangat menyesal.
I'm so sorry Mum, Dad :'(
(tiap inget itu, gue pasti nangis.. kaya sekaraaang..)
Tautau, Bokap gue masuk kamar dan ngegendong guee.
Tebak ngapain?
Gue di bawa ke kamar mandi dan kaki gue di celupin ke bak mandi..
--" bener-bener bikin melek!
Kejadian itulah yang bikin gue mikir buat berubah.
Makanya kalo temen SMP gue pada tau gue gimana sekarang.
Unbelieveable banget.
Fannisa ama Fariz aja ga responding kalo ada yang bilang gue rajin.
Karena gue yang dulu, bener-bener bukan gue yang sekarang.
Jadi, gue sangat tidak ingin membuat mereka kecewa.
Walau gue suka ga nurut kalo di suruh pulang cepet (tapi malah pulang malem, bahkan ga pulang)
Tapi dari lubuk hati yang paling dalam (hahaha) gue itu anak yang sangat sayang kepada orang tua :D
Pilih mana?
Rajin, Pinter, tapi suka pulang malem (positiv thinking yaa. gue cewe baik2!)
Atau
Gapernah pulang telat (pulang sekolah langsung ke rumah) tapi datar-datar aja?
*syen, kau mulai gajelas.
Ya! pokonya se-bandel bandelnya Syenit Zircon
Finally..
Subjek ini tak pernah ku lupakan.
Gue sangat amat super BAHAGIA with Elf :)
hahaa
Padahal awalnya mikir, kalo pacaran itu ganggu konsen gue buat belajar.
Tapi entah kenapa, sama dia engga^^
Walau ada satu hal yang bikin gue kaku berhubungan sama dia.
(bukan tentang masa lalu mu yaa elf)
but, it's about your mum and me --"
Ckck.
Gausah di bahas lah ya.
Selain itu, nothing gonna change my love for you (lagu banget)
haha You are my everything..
ai laf yuu (alaaay)
Syenit Shinoda
Monday, December 13, 2010
Sunday, December 05, 2010
Ingatlah Hari Ini, sing by X1 :)
Irvan :
Kawan dengarlah yang akan aku katakan
Kia :
Apa tuh?
Irvan :
Tentang dirimu selama ini
Fauzi :
Ternyata kepalamu akan slalu botak
Harry, Dika, Aldo :
Kamu kayak gorilla
Kia :
Cobalah kamu ngaca tu bibir balapan
Syenit :
Daripada gigi lu kayak kelinci
Putry :
Yang ini udah gendut, suka marah2
Elga :
Apa? Apa?
Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Kau cacing kepanasan
Elga :
Tapi ku tak peduli
Kia, Syenit, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
kau slalu di hati
Reff :
Shinta, Risna :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Slamanya rasa ini
Dwi, Senja :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Ingatlah hari ini
Manda :
Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Tara :
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Laras, Melody :
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Manda, Tara, Laras, Melody :
Ingat teman2ku
Bimas :
Don't you worry
Adrian :
just be happy
Deas, Dimass, Bagas :
Temanmu disini
Reff :
Sio, Billy :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Eki :
Slamanya rasa ini
Causa, Arya :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Irvan, Aldo, Harry :
Ingatlah hari ini
Eki, Aldo, Dimass, Bimas, Adrian :
(Beatbox)
Kia, Syenit :
Don't you worry don't be angry
Elga, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Mending happy2
Reff :
Cowo :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cewe :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Cewe :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cowo :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Absen 1-10 :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Absen 11-20 :
Slamanya rasa ini
Absen 21-30 :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Semua :
Ingatlah hari ini
Syenit Shinoda
Kawan dengarlah yang akan aku katakan
Kia :
Apa tuh?
Irvan :
Tentang dirimu selama ini
Fauzi :
Ternyata kepalamu akan slalu botak
Harry, Dika, Aldo :
Kamu kayak gorilla
Kia :
Cobalah kamu ngaca tu bibir balapan
Syenit :
Daripada gigi lu kayak kelinci
Putry :
Yang ini udah gendut, suka marah2
Elga :
Apa? Apa?
Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Kau cacing kepanasan
Elga :
Tapi ku tak peduli
Kia, Syenit, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
kau slalu di hati
Reff :
Shinta, Risna :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Slamanya rasa ini
Dwi, Senja :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Shinta, Risna, Dwi, Senja :
Ingatlah hari ini
Manda :
Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Tara :
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Laras, Melody :
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Manda, Tara, Laras, Melody :
Ingat teman2ku
Bimas :
Don't you worry
Adrian :
just be happy
Deas, Dimass, Bagas :
Temanmu disini
Reff :
Sio, Billy :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Eki :
Slamanya rasa ini
Causa, Arya :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Irvan, Aldo, Harry :
Ingatlah hari ini
Eki, Aldo, Dimass, Bimas, Adrian :
(Beatbox)
Kia, Syenit :
Don't you worry don't be angry
Elga, Putry, Sari, Niken, Nanda :
Mending happy2
Reff :
Cowo :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cewe :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Cewe :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Slamanya rasa ini
Cowo :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Ingatlah hari ini
Absen 1-10 :
Kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
Absen 11-20 :
Slamanya rasa ini
Absen 21-30 :
Jika tua nanti kita t'lah hidup masing2
Semua :
Ingatlah hari ini
Syenit Shinoda
Saturday, December 04, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
NEW PLAGIAT
Not Important, maybe. But it disturb my mind to think that all the time. Hey bro, your girl is FREAK! I know we were in long distance, i just wanna say that i really hate your girl! She copied my post, copied my special name for you. Since the first time I met her last time, i don't like her at all. I don't wanna let you make a melancholly love with her! I HATE HER! Guess what? If you still love her, i never want to be your sister anymore, even wont know you!
Syenit Shinoda
Syenit Shinoda
Thursday, November 18, 2010
no title
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
Circle of Love
If you love someone put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken but circles go on forever!
NEVER
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
Life is Better
You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.
GIRL
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
Best Quote :)
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
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